Was it a small sound?
*tick*
(where did it come from?)
Is it part of the memories?
*tick*
(...)
Arent I dead already?
*tuck*
A feeling of slight small water droplet falls on my forehead and run through my eyelids
(err... hmm?)
I was slightly taken aback be the sudden return of sense of touch as I slowly open my eyes
What appears in front of me is a dull color of black
(Am I taken into hospital and got treated?... no- I think that was impossible, however- even if I was, wont I end up disabled for the rest of my life?)
*tuck*
A water droplet falls into my right eye, and struck it... ending in a sudden pain, my right hand instinctively move to rub it off, only to feel a slight discomfort for the out of ordinary movement that I made
I gently turned into my left, there... a weird feeling came up to me... out of ordinary, i felt like there was a pillow on top of my left arm..., and somehow i kinda felt heat on them...
Was it that one pillow container where you put warm water in it? I remember it when im young...
As I rubbed my eyes my vision felt blurry, with addition to it staying closed in along time before opening
I quietly stood up into a seating position, yet a slight feeling of weight gripping my front body is there, I paid it no heed, as I remembered that the rod's end almost came and hit me frontal would like- I mean would naturally injure me
My vision remained blurry, and the surrounding remained dark,
(why hasn't they opened the light?, and where is the switch?)
Ah, there is a light coming at one side of the room,it was at the far edge of the room,its small and i can't see anything beyond all white
(hmm... someone left the door open)
I slowly moved my numbed body which hasn't regained much feeling in it, the few 'most sensitive part of the body' has recovered into a considerable state, there seems to be nothing else attached to me right now
My hearing aside from the sound of few loud droplets within the room, remain only to the static- wait, no it was kinda dull or like there's no sound at all
(Hmm? where was I placed? isnt it oddly shaped?)
I moved my feet to what seemed to be the floor, my feet stopped there yet I dont feel anything at all, from there I slowly... slowly stood up
And walk to the light as careful as possible, I dont feel any further irregularity in my internal body, which is slightly confusing to me.
there also seems to be no missing body parts,
or I dont feel anything at all so perhaps something has to be done to them in order to fix them
But if I felt something bad, I should've just stayed in bed. For some reason, my body is fine and I just felt like I need to go to that source of light
Eventually, I reached the light, yet from it being full white, what greet me is only a bunch of green and brown
(Wha- What?)
I might not wanna accept the truth but eventually it seemed like a forest to me, then a wind blew up to me
(Heh, it was just a Garden right? or a pictu-, wind? how?)
I tried to check on it, yet a sudden chill ran through my hands, hmm? my senses seems to have started to return...
I tried to touch it more as a test but when I turn to it after I put my arm down, what I saw there is just a wall of stone, as I observe the wall, It just consist of stone
(This place resembles a Cave, No... I might have been on a Cave in the first place)
Am I not on a hospital? then where am I? What just happen to me?
My senses gradually started to return that when the next surge of wind came, the feeling of hair came to me, and somehow I felt that it reached my neck
As I soon tried checking on it, my hand got tickled, and as I look into it, my hands- no I can't remember exactly any that resembles it, and i tried to deny it, but it seems to be actually mine, a small tiny hand, isnt it a little too young?, the hands in front of me seems to be a little too small than my old one, and for some reason, resembles a porecelane white,
did the blood stopped flowing!?
(AH!! maybe I became a ghost!)
Eventually the weight in front of me just got slightly detailed, and draw my attention, whats there is- unlike what I imagined to be bandages and that thermal pillow, became mounds... or 2 round things? hills?. (waiiiit somethings wrong!)
As I think of that, I immediately touched it, I was having a weird feeling, I feel like im touching a comfortable cotton sheets yet- the feeling is unique, hey isnt there something found on the women's front similar to where this is? it is also oddly transmitted to me, Like when you touch an animal's tail and imagine how that felt to the animal, your brain would just mess up thinking how as you don't have that
A sudden jolt hit me, what happen was, there seems to be something missing, a something that should have awakened before me on the morning, and it also should've responded with my recent rattling
I quickly, Ah well slowly moved my hands till it find its way to my bottom, eyes closed...
Ah... Oh no...
(My Fox seriously Why--)
And I dropped on the Floor on a seiza position...
Have I possible dropped them? no wait seriously that joke?
Or did I got mistaken as a Girl and got my body modified in alot of ways?
Or have they actually turn me into Transgender?
Or perhaps they just deliberately cut it without mercy!??
"AAAAAAAAAGHHH"
... argg nooo never in my life would I thought of one day losing you i eve--
...eh?
No wait... is it actually choice B?
"AaaaaaaaaaAaaaa"
No I think its too much even for choice C..
A mad scientist? Ah no... too much fictional...
I gently stood up, and stopped reminiscing, majority of my senses already started to turn back to me
Then I softly opened my eyes, there a scene similar to that of a camera focusing into an object. Then to my surprise...
"They are literally what I thought they would be, Is it perhaps me that is the problem? Ah... and this voice too"
Am I actually a mixed gender? or actually a girl? such thoughts appeared in my head
"Yet for some reason, I feel no abnormality or discomfort"
No ... perhaps its true? then i suddenly slapped myself back to reality 'literally'
"Iiiiiiiih, That hurts..., its actually more painful that before, The sensation feel a little sharp than before too"
Hah , I went and checked my body... and checked my body, and checked my body
There on my front, there are something in there, Ah ... Yes they are Hmm... the Girl's important part?... The bumper, i mean no... it was the chest..., it was actually a modest size, and surprisingly they are indeed soft, yeah... they were... , Yes... hmmmhm -Ah!, The feeling is that you may have gained a little weight on front, similar to when you are wearing a bag in front which I dont know how to explain how I manage to keep my balance