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Chapter 3 - Understanding

I checked myself overall, I was wearing a black one piece and a notable sandals at that, if it wasnt because of the light and some of my senses stabilized, I might as well forgot and think I was naked, but thinking about it carefully, aren't this a little disgraceful as a men? no really... aside for those perverts, the cross dressers aswell, If I were to wear this on public... Ughh I might actually stab myself rather than killing myself socially...

The thing is that I checked my lower part after opening the skirt, Ah I remember the last time on junior highschool that I actually tried cross dressing our school uniform inside the school, I got splendidly found out by our adviser...

There appeared an underwear, a panty... yes, 'Why hello there...' *sigh*, then slowly peeked my way there

Hmm... just for a second, I thought it just got cut off, but it was actually replaced, there... a porecelane white colored Grand canyon... Yeah... I even thought it was cute, I wasn't a pervert at all, I was just amazed for a moment

Hah, so I lost my Lil brother... and completely transformed into a Girl or a transgender... lost one and got two of them, Hah... What a bargain...

My hair seems to be on the odd side of being crimson red, over the glaze of white... this type of coloring may look better on cakes than for humans

The outside is a forest and the inside is a cave, and I completely disregarded all my previous assumptions as it was laid out, this sort of situation similarly appear on novels that I read, one under the genre of 'isekai', Transmigated or being reincarnated into an already existing existance, it might as have been vassals, as I clearly can't explain the tone of my skin, my overall appearance is that of a child on their 6th grade... it was my preference anyway... hek why did this body grow too much on the wrong body part? it skipped through the chest growing part and disregard the small height, Argh... I already miss being tall

Well aside from the story of me dying, there's not much of memories remaining, name wise, with my habit of not remembering people's names, it ended up on me completely forgetting every single name I've known, the hazyness is on another level, and I cant actually find anything useful aside from those systematic knowledge and such that you learn from media and school, I'm pretty emo like or im just a failure of a human on this part

Aside from memories containing other people, even my family can no longer be recognized, hah... well I pretty much do things as obligatory, as I most often stay in my room alone, I only got close to my little sister which even so I cant remember

The old ways and few knowledge I had of the modern world seems to have been remained intact

It took me a while as I doze off thinking about stuff, my daily exhaustion no longer exist here and left alone on my old body, and I'm freed out of my habit of falling into sleep mode anywhere when left stand by

Well somehow I feel energy on my body, my old habit of power saving mode, where my eyes always remain half open somehow got hopelessly engraved on myself

I reminisced a little bit on my past, as I venture abit around the cave. in my past I often read mangas and novels under the genre of isekai, for the essence of being on a journey and adventuring while slowly getting stronger along the way, I've clearly experience death which is something hard enough even for me, and got a now new body which is clearly not mine

"All around the corners theres nothing much" there is a sack of shiny round coins in the corner of what seemed to be the table, there's no indication of another person living in here, as the amount of food and the already broken self made utensils which only had one of each type

"Come to think of it, I knew nothing about cooking" wont I die then?

The cave have nothing worth mentioning in it, it resembles an underground house, and its only one way to the outside, on the door... there is a large dry tree plank, enough to cover the whole hole and block the outside, there are dried vines as well to act as ropes to keep in on still

"Its as medieval as its supposed to be" I muttered as I stare at the pedestal similar to a huge chunk of rock that has both cloth and leather on top of it, its uneven and that seems to be where I am earlier, the bed

Just outside the cave further on right, there is a waterfall, this feels more of nature than in modern world. also it seemed that those water droplet came from the ceiling are droplets from the moist from above water flow, there should be a cover there for the least

The height of the cave is on the 2 floor house, and the width is a little smaller to those typical classroom size

"For now there should be a little something for me to wear, and i also need to pack up something to eat for the night" im kinda getting used to the voice, the thing is that im kinda tensed right now as i have no idea on how could i possibly survive here

There is a bag just behind the pedestal, it contained a few one piece in it, and a few sets of undergarments, *sigh* that saved me one problem, on the table there is a chunk of log near it, the purpose is somehow to be a chair. On the table there are a few notebooks in it, some papers and some random things, one notable is the hexagonal gem sitting in there, its similar to ruby yet also to sapphire, honestly Ive never seen both

The book contains a few literacy on it, or thats what it for me, since I dont know any of it

Apparently it mentioned the word Azeltine, which i presume the new world I'm in, the world was mostly built with majority of land masses than water bodies, the notebook is about the war which happened decades ago, as for the dates aside from the 'decades ago' marking found on the notes, it never mentioned the current date, there's nothing I can do to know, it has a map with it, with few details, I assume majority of listed names are landmarks, yet no mentions of where am I right now, there are several listed forest, apparently it seems the this world didnt value the woods, or is there some reasons behind it?

There is a notebook with recipe in it, and there is also an encyclopedia, from this itself, it seems like it was meant for traveling in long distance

Was this some kind of coincidence?, I went outside along with the map, a forest and a waterfall... yeah... its no use finding it on the map... the sky color is a little different, it has a faint green in it, I dont know the reason for it, but that explain the uniqueness of this world