March 16th: I couldn't sleep the entire night. I was too excited. It was the first time I hear my name coming from his mouth. I'd always imagined his beautiful voice calling my name countless time, how mesmerizing and sensual it would be to hear him pronounce my name. My heart almost melted when I heard him call me by my name. It was too bad that I could not have that recorded. If I have the recording, I can listen to them every day.
March 20th: Gu Yu's recovery is progressing very well. He can recover fast because he's still young. He walked today, although he still needs the aid of a walking stick. He did not reject me when I helped him out of the bed. I don't know whether that means he does not detest me as much anymore.