I was used to being mama's obsession. I'm even adored by Aunt Sheri who has no kids and does everything my mom may not have time to do. Now I'm Gino's fixation and because of all the perks that come along from being with him, I was the talk of the school.
I had almost everything that was fashionably trending. If some celebrity had a popping outfit, I had it no later than a week. I followed the trends so closely that when I did my own thing, people still followed.
Everyone has heard of me or knows of me. I have groupies and girls trynna be like me. I even have people trynna jock my swag when I wasn't trying to have any. For example one time one of my earrings fell out of my ear and was lost. People kept commenting about it being missing but since the earring was so cute I didn't want to take it out. So I ended up telling them to look at me one side at a time or to mind their f***ing business and let me live my best life. I then started taking selfie's showing one side of my face based on my mood. I did this for a week because people were press. Next thing I know other girls started doing it.
Now I know what your thinking... "Well that's stupid." and I completely agree with you. But when your status is so high people just approve of you and follow you blindly. It's all about clout and clout was me.
One time I called this one girl for trying to hate on me a bucket headed hoe and the boys thought my delivery was so smooth and funny that they continued to call her that for weeks whenever she spoke. I never overtly laughed but I would smugly smirk at her and wink approvingly at the boy who would say it. This only encourages them and they would defend me whenever some other chicks try to come for me.
It's not that I'm a mean girl. I only come for those who come for me. I usually try to be nice to everyone I meet, but hate is hate and I will deal with it accordingly.
Don't even get me started on social media. With my massive amounts of followers, everything I post gets hundreds of likes, comments, shared, and tags, I'm like a mini influencer. Sometimes when I go out in public and someone see me but doesn't know my real name, they call me Ju_Ju_Lisa like my social media.
Eventually, the haters always find a way to try to make you fall. They kept going in and reporting me to teachers, counselors, and administrators. My mom was fed up with it. She started taking things away from me or grounding me. She even stopped me from going to the fashion club for a week. You know my alibi for when I'm with Gino in some 5star hotel.
Gino went crazy and had the nerve to take my credit card away for two weeks. Talking about I need to learn to play nice because he can't take the separation between us. Like, if you don't give my sh*t back! You play daddy not real daddy!
But anyway, me and my squad are not even being mean, just worry about yourself and keep my name out your mouth and things would be straight. But these hating ass females are so manipulative and continue to report me saying things like "even though Julisa's quite, she's making fun of me or encouraging others to." or "Julisa invited all my friends to an outing but not me"
Like, first of all, it's not my fault your a hater and my fans will call you out and treat you like dirt for it. I don't tell them to defend me, they do it because they f*** with me heavy. On top of all that, if I don't invite you to an outing its because I don't vibe with you and I don't need you around me, like how does this make me a horrible individual.
Anyways, that's what I tell Mama when she confronts me about all the phone calls and emails she gets from school. But my mom has had it and this was our last conversation.
"Julisa you can't call people bucket headed hoes or cum chasers. Or walk out of class saying 'I'm a real one I could give a fuck bout these b*tches'. Why are you talking like that?!" Mamma said exasperated.
"I'm just defending my self, you didn't raise no punk b*tch!"
"Listen I don't care how you talk to these little girls at school, you ain't about to talk to me like that so pipe down!" Mama look like she wanted to put hands on me.
"I'm sorry mama but I'm not gonna let these girls punk me! They're just mad at what I got! And half the time it's not me saying anything it's other kids! Their just making me out to be the ring leader!"
"Julisa, I believe all that your saying trust me... But you're not gonna act like your completely innocent. I know your mouth and you're absolutely ruthless and I know you got other kids geeking as you talk mess to other students making them feel bullied."
"Well if they ain't start nothing, there wouldn't be nothing!"
"See!" Mama sighs. "Julisa I'm not there for these conversations, so I don't know what's happening. But I can say this, I've always been the person that said I would hate to have a child that's being bullied and never taken to account it would be my own child-"
"But I'm not bullying nobody!" I scream.
"But you're somehow involved! Listen I've been getting calls or emails every day for the past 4 months. We've already talked about this and I'm done."
"Mommy!" I pleaded knowing what she was about to say.
"Where moving closer to Parkdale city."
"Nooo!!!!" I screamed.
"I've been looking at houses 15 minutes outside the city in our price range and found some that would be perfect for us."
"Mama, please! I like this school! I wanna graduate from here! I've had the same friends since kindergarten!" I start to get emotional.
"Julisa I've tried to be patient with you, but you're not making this easy on me! My job is extremely demanding, I tell you this all the time! I do my job as your parent so you need to do your job as my child!" Mama said matter of factly.
"Mama please one more chance! I'll tell my friends to chill! Please!" I beg.
"This will be a good thing. I promise. I won't have to travel so far to clients in the city. I'll even get more rich ones too! My practice can grow! These are all good things babe..." Mama coaxes trying to get me excited.
I thought my mom was all talk. But the way she had this all worked out meant that she was serious.
"Good for you maybe..." I say feeling myself getting ready to cry as reality sets in.
"Good for US Juju bean... Being a new girl can be fun baby..." Mama hated when I cried.
"Have you ever watched a Disney movie?!" My tears are streaming now.
"Julisa I tried to wait but that damn school got my number on speed dial! So yeah, it's done!" Mama was done with this conversation. Then she added, "Be sure to take a lot of pictures with your friends for lasting memories."