Tried my best to write but things aren't just working out for me.
School is too busy, exit exams ( you have to take 20 different subjects and take exams for them) and National Achievement Tests would be due next week.
And the week after that is the annual semestral exam.
Wonderful life right?
I wan't to write but I can't.
I won't say sorry this time for failing to be a decent author as apologizing over and over again would only make it lose its sincerity.
I won't make any promises anymore as well for now as they will break anyway.
All I want to say is that I am postponing writing the story. And there are things that dissatisfies me in what I wrote.
First, i realized that 3rd person writing isn't really my style. It makes things flow harder.
Second, I messed up and tried to use the prison arc as the introduction arc when it was supposed to not be like that.
Stress, sleep deprivation, anxiety? I guess all that stacked together and made writing even hell of a worse for me. I can write things but they would be shit.
I messed up in character introductions as well. It can already bee seen from Tir, Grant's supposed adopted son popped out of nowhere without any foreshadowing and so early on. Its kinda weird as well why the child was too attached to Grant.
Honestly if I keep on writing this particular story as of now, I think every character would become cardboard cutouts.
They would just be there to fill in roles but in truth they would possess zero essence.
I don't like that.
So yeah... I'm postponing The Benelovent Paragon of Ruin for now.
Why the hell is my standards too high for this particular story that I would not hesitate to take it down or rewrite it again from scratch? I've invested a lot, I mean a lot of time into this and I want it to have a good start and a good finish.
But in the mean time, writing prompts competition are out.
I was waiting for this months ago when I still had the proper condition to write peacefully in glee.
And I had written a basic story for a magic themed setting. And what would you know, #104 was for magic academy. Little tweaks there and here and the chapters were set.
You guys would probably be pissed for me promising and failing to deliver. And you might even be more pissed seeing I wrote another story instead of re writing this again.
I can't help it. I have personal financial reasons why I'm joining that contest.
So yeah.
This is it for now