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Chapter 5 - The Past Behind Hinata Shoyo

Warning this Fanfiction chapter recommends, parental guidance. Heavy topics will be discussed in this chapter.

"Kageyama you there it is Hinata?" I try to hide behind the volleyball net. I move fast but silent. He just knows where to find me. "I know I might of hurt you but, I'm sorry." He pulls the volleyball net up so quick and sits right next to me. I saw him. He just looked so sad at me. It was almost like the wind blew and he hugged me. "Hinata?!" I say while sobbing. "Kageyama." I look at him. "I'm sorry for everything." He nods. I feel kind of guilty at this point since he is coming out of his way for me. He touches his shoulder for me to put my head on him. Daichi walks in and he smiles. He walks out, pretending nothing happened. "I'm very sorry Kageyama." Hinata falls in a deep sleep. "Hinata! Come in here" I walk in. My mother looks at me with such regret. My dad slaps me with so much force. "What did I do?" I touch the bruised part of my face. Holding my tears, trying to bite my lip. "You being our child is not good enough. We have done so much for you. You are not good enough. We saw you kiss that boy outside." I look at my father and mother. This is why I didn't tell them. "If we see you kiss another boy, your on your own." That was the last day. I loved a boy. Last day I felt love. That memory was so painful, it is a constant reminder why I can't love him. A tear falls down my face and Kageyama looks at me while I wake up. He looks so sad. He looks so cute. I pick up the volleyball next to us and put it on my lap. A look at it for a second and hand it to Kageyama. The volleyball looks so bruised. Just like I have been through my whole life. I wonder if Kageyama would ever love me if I were to tell him. I can't. There is no way I perfect boy like that would look at me, like me. For me! "Goodbye Kageyama." I look at him, next to me and I chuckle, he is a sleep. "Maybe I'll wait! Does that work with my feelings too?" What am I waiting for?