Warning: This chapter has to do with some heavy topics and maybe difficult for some readers. Parental Guidance is recommended.
A dark feeling has hovered over me. I feel so imitated. My heart was racing. I couldn't sleep and I haven't been able to sleep. That car scares me now. Daichi tried to same me. He got hit instead. "I made a bad mistake." I wake up every time the car comes at me. It is in slow motion so it is even worse. Suga tried to help him to the hospital, if Suga wasn't there in time. Daichi would of died. I stare at my bedroom wall with so much regret, can barely keep it in. They are such good parents but they always seem to dive into danger. I just can't seem to do good for once. I walk to my desk. I text daichi. -Hey dad. Can you come over. I can't sleep.- A few dots appear and he responds. -I'm gonna send Suga and I over. No problem Kageyama.- A few minutes later. I let him in. He comes to my room. "Why can't you sleep Kageyama?" Suga says worried. "I have been thinking a lot about that day and I'm so scared." Suga hugs me. While daichi is sitting in the chair. "I thought no one would care if I left." I look at them with regret. Suga says,"Kageyama you are so important to us. Do you trust us?" I look at my hands and I have tears that were waiting to come out. "I don't trust you. I don't trust anyone. Leave me alone!" Suga hugs me even more tightly. "I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU!" Suga says with so much emotion. "Hey get under the covers. I'm gonna tuck you in." He sounds so soft. I cry. He starts to tell me a story and I listen from there. "Once upon a time there was a little boy that had a hard time with his past. He wouldn't come to anyone. He was trying to keep his distance from people." Then daichi continues with the story. "He channeled his emotions and didn't tell anyone how he felt. He felt so defeated inside, he was gonna give up on everything and everyone. Even the crush he loved. Everyone kept trying to tell him that he could talk to him. I had to show the boy that we were gonna protect him no matter what." Daichi and suga leaves the room softly. I guess this is what it feels like to have people care about me. It feels so warm. I wonder who that story was about and that is gonna bother me if I never know.