Back to myself, I'm Shimizu Arisu a.k.a Alicia in this life. As a grown woman in the inside, it's embarrassing being a baby. Currently, I'm being taken care of by my mother and the maids in the church. My mother is Cynthia Brown. I have learned that my mother is a mistress of a nobleman who was sent away. I take after my mother's maiden last name and become Alicia Brown. My mother and the maids have been good to me. I ate good food and play with people. I was happy. But this peaceful life ended as my mother became sickly and frail. Half a month has passed. As I visited her, I saw my mother laying on her bed. My mother told me that she loves me and gave me her necklace as a memento. I cried wanting to stay by her side, but she said, "Don't worry, your father will help us." After I cried, I fell into deep sleep. When I woke up, she had died and I cried endlessly and fell asleep again. Her funeral and grave was made outside of the church. Thinking of her, I thought that as a baby, I couldn't do anything for her and wished she is in heaven. And so Fourteen years has passed. I am now 14 years old, almost an adult.
In this life, an adult age is 15 years old. My coming-of-age ceremony is near. The coming-of-age ceremony is where children are gathered to signify themselves as an adult. Children and their parents attend in a parade and come celebrate. Thinking back to my mother, I visit her grave and felt sad being lonely being without her. I tell her that I'm being good and about my life so far. I tell her that I learned how to read and write different languages. I know how to take care of myself with my chores, cooking, and sewing. After reminiscing my memories, I looked at myself in the mirror thinking I take after my mother. I have blonde hair and green eyes. I look pretty. I pumped myself up saying that I will lead a peaceful and stable life.