[ Chapter 55 ] [ R-17 ]
"Y-You Bas—tard!"
Brina cried angrily at him, tears was already pouring out her eyes. Sadness was written all over her beautiful face.
When she heard his heartless refusal she felt something suddenly triggered inside her heart as she could not hold back any longer.
Out of desperation she slapped him in which under normal circumstances even if she had million more courage there was no way she could bring herself slapping him.
She knows well that he was someone dangerous and someone she could not afford to offend. The least consequence of offending him is the dire loss of Liam Holdings' business since he hold the power to drive all of her business out of Asia.
While the worst possible consequences is something she dare not even think. As businesswoman herself more or less she knew what kind of fates that awaits who offended the Longs.
Moreover, she was someone who rarely lost control of her composure since she was raised as a heiress in which calm mind is required on any possible situation.
However, at the moment the sadness in her heart overcome her rationality and she could not hold herself from breaking any longer.
When she was about to give herself, when she stripped herself from her dignity. He seduced her and she yielded into his temptation yet at the end she received nothing but selfish refusal.
She stripped herself naked in front of him, presenting all of her for him, she let him touch her of which no man has ever touched her. She yielded into presenting him her most precious chasity and even begged him to take her.
She felt humiliated, did he thinks he can play with her as he pleases? She was angry at him but what she felt most at the moment is sadness.
She was not desperate for sex, what she desired is him. He was so cruel and he played with her heart. Did he seduced her just to play with her right after?
Did he thinks she was his plaything? Something he can play with as he pleases? Did he find himself entertained with the way she yield into him?
She was aware he was someone she could not dream to have so she will not demand anything from him. Even so at least she can treasure the memory of him for the rest of her life, the memorable memory of her being taken by her dream man, though it was fleeting but it was beautiful enough for her to remember. Sadly, it turned out it was just her wishful dream.
Was she some kind of conquest to him, something he proud of to conquer and abandon right after? She laughed sadly, she felt so cheap on how easy she surrendered herself for him.
She felt hurt, played and wronged.
She felt so undesirable and unwanted that he did not even want to take her.
He hurt her self esteem as a woman.
She felt like crying, tears were welled in her eyes but she did not want him to see her fragile side more than already was. Yet despite how best she hold herself in the end she could not stop the tears in her eyes as the beads of tears flowing down from her eyes.
She could not stop herself from breaking. Years of loneliness, despite how hard she hid her fragile side behind her businesswoman facade at the end all of it crumbled before him.
He touched her deepest self forcing out all of her years of negative emotions.
Fisting her hands she hit his chest and screamed, "Was I so cheap in your eyes?! Do you see me as plaything?! Something you can play with as you please?!"
She kept punching on him as she cried, "If you don't want to take me from the start then why you forced me into you?!"
Her watery eyes looked straight at him and she kept shrieking, "Why?!"
"Answer me you selfish jerk!! Answer me you bastard!!" She kept yelling at him, her voice was loud full of anger and desperation. She kept punching and screaming at him to her heart content, releasing all of her emotions.
"Why were you so cruel at me? What had I done to you? I don't deserve all of this." Her voice growing weak as she ran out of breath after punching and screaming on him
"I hate you."
"Am I that undesirable?" Her voice was weak almost whisper when it got into his ears. She questioned, but deep down she questioned herself.
She realized her life is so plain, her world is revolving just around the business. As a woman whose years were spent chasing after business and to live up her father expectation, she had nearly forgotten that her prime years was nearing its end.
"Why you hurt me?" At the end she could not help but ask him in soft voice. Why have to be her? Why he played her? What had she done to deserve such a heartless treatment.
Not waiting for the answer she shut her eyes and turned around. All she wants at the moment is nothing but to run, far from him, to anywhere.
She had enough of him, she had enough of her silly self dreaming about him, clowning herself just for his entertainment.
Without second glance she reached and clutched her dress, turning around she had her back facing him, lifting up her hand she wiped the tears from her face that could not stop from flowing out her eyes.
In her heart she promised herself not to yield to any man, she was too hurt because of him.
Yet, just when she was about get out from the bed a warm of strong hand grabbed her wrist, the hold on her wrist was strong and slightly rough yet strangely it did not cause her any pain.
"Stay." A gruffly deep of voice penetrated her ears, there is a bit of commanding tone in his deep voice making her slightly shivers at how his voice sounded so deep in her spine.
She bit hard her lip, despite how weak her body resisting on him she braced herself and refuse to anything he told her to. She pulled her wrist without looking back at him, tried to freeing herself from his grasp.
"Don't leave." Again, she hated herself because no matter how hurt she was because of him she could not bring herself to completely hate him, even his voice she still find it so captivating.
Even so she will not disgrace herself to his plaything any further and when she was about to scream at him she finds her wrist was being pulled by him.
With how fragile her body was compare to his hard build there is no way she can resist him if he wants to force himself onto her.
"Let me go!" She screamed, both of his hands were holding her arms, he caged her.
"You violated me!! Let me go!!" She yelled at him, tears was still flowing from her eyes.
His penetrating eyes locked on her eyes. She was struggling from him and he closed the distant between them until his hard chest pressed against her breasts.
She had her arms on her back with his hands holding firmly on it. She kept swaying her body trying to free herself from him yet with how firm his hold on her everything she tries is futile.
"Stop! You bastard!" She screamed as her wavering eyes looked into his eyes.
"Let me—Mm." Her eyes opened wide when again her lips were sealed by his lips in forced kiss.
This time there is no softness or gentleness in his kiss because the way he kissed her is demanding and slightly rough.
"Lemme—" Her mewling voice sounded between the kisses as she kept resisting on him. She swung her head left and right in hope not to let him has his way on her.
Yet despite all of what she have tried his lips always find her lips and she stopped on swinging her head. His hold on her were firm and she realized that she can do nothing but again yield into his plaything.
She kept crying and the mewling voice of her soft screams kept sounding between the kisses.
Her struggling is futile before him and she refused to open her mouth to his kiss, in the end she opened her mouth and bit his lip. She bit hard his lip, biting hard in hope he will release his hold on her.
She kept biting him but she could not help but open her eyes wide because she found a taste of blood in her mouth. Realizing that he was bleeding in panic she let his lip go, no matter what she could not bring herself to really hurt him.
"Sorry." She muttered softly as she looked at his bleeding lip.
Long Jinnian did not utter a single word and just smiled. A faint smile painted at his handsome face and again she found her breath halted, captivated by his smile.
He moved closer to her and planted a soft kiss on her bottom lip. She wanted to resist yet in the end she did not know why she parted her lips for him.
Gently he takes her bottom lip slowly into his mouth and begins to suck passionately, feeling the soft flesh of her lip fill the entrance of his mouth.
He gently stopped, then slowly he brought his lips to the corner of her parted mouth, and touches it gently with his tongue, repeatedly, driving her soft.
He kept kissing her passionately for what seemed like hours, she did not know how long it passes since he kissed her and she found herself again in his warm embrace.
His kiss soothed her. Feeling in the end she calmed herself he stopped and parted his lips from hers.
He reached his hands and cupped her head gently, "Don't cry." He said as he wiped her tears from her cheeks with his thumbs.
Gently brushed the strands hair from her beautiful face he whispered, "Believe me you're beautiful and I'm not playing with you."
His passionate gaze looking into her eyes and again she finds it hard to resist. He gently pushed her to the corner of the bed with her back touched the wall, and before she could react she gasped.
Long Jinnian reached down and unbuckled his belt, his trousers did not stay longer than that.
[ End of chapter ]