you looked at them enjoying the mood so quietly you walked to the backyard through the kitchen. after sliding the door shut you picked up the phone
You: HELLo wHo… whO IS iT
Jungkook: y/n where are you
You: juNgKooK iS thAt YOu Hi
jungkook: are you drunk are you out getting drunk
you gulped he sounded angry
Jungkook: where are you your not with that Sehun are you he said he was taking you to the hotel. I am at your door and you are not here... where are you now I swear I will kill him if he has you out
You: DoN't BE MaD BUt We aRe at SEhUN's HoUSe AT a PaRTy.
Jungkook: you are at his house y/n how stupid can you be... he is gonna do something to you
You: HE iS TOO NiCe He WOulD NEVer
jungkook: then why else would he bring you too his house and gt you drunk
you: hE diDN't gET mE dRUNk OkAy i chOOsE tO drINk aNd iT's a pARtY to cELEbraTE hIS expaNSion in BUSinEss
jungkook: he just so happens to have a party the day he chooses to take you out he wants to take you from me
you sighed he was running your mood
you: WeLL HE DidN'T HaVe TImE CAusE THe ConFerEnce
jungkook; do you know he is expanding into are land after the damage he has already done to us... he has it out for me
you: WHy WoULd hE WhAt diD yOU dO
jungkook: that doesnt matter. you being with him is bad for are business... i dont want you with him... i am coming to get you now
you were angry
you: jungkook... i am not your puppet. i have feelings
jungkook: what
you: im sick of this... of everything
jungkook: y/n look let me come get you and we can talk
you: i am done talking...
Jungkook: what are you saying... are you trying to break up with me... me your parents need me and my company don't you know
You: I now you hold that over me constantly so i listen to you but you wouldn't have to if you just listened to me... try to understand my feelings... have you ever tried to do that... to be in an actual relationship with me
tears were falling down your face
You: we were happy at a point so why has it turned out like this
he sighed
Jungkook: you are drunk and you don't know what you are saying
You: cookie you're not listening to me... i... i want to be happy again
Jungkook: you haven't called me that in so long
You: i stopped the moment you stopped being happy and started being mean to me
Jungkook: don't y/n.
you: its true
jungkook: im sorry
you: its sad i actually believe that
jungkook: y/n
you: i can't do this right now
jungkook: hey y/n lets talk
you: the time for that is over... im hanging up
jungkook: don't you dare just tell me where you are and i will come get you and we can be happy again
you: bye cookie
I hung up the phone sliding to the ground crying
Sehun POV
Guest began to leave. Soon it was just the boys and their girlfriends
chanyeol: congratulations again sehun for getting revenge on the Jeon's by taking theirs biggest factory
Sinb: and taking his girl
they laughed
sehun: she has nothing to do with my revenge plan
D.O: what do you mean
sehun: i had no clue he was engaged to her... the odds are crazy
soyeon: but when you found out you tried even harder
sehun: for me and my business jungkook suffering is just a sweet bonus
i take a sip of my drink and we laugh...
Hwasa: HaVE YOu sEEn y/N sHe IS gone
Chanyeol: I think you had to much to drink let's get you to bed
Hwasa: i'm SEriOus sHe's gONe I haVe to tELL HeR SOmetHiNG ChanYeol
Chanyeol: don't worry you can tell her tomorrow lets go
Hwasa: I HaVE tO FinD HER
Chanyeol: don't worry sehun is on it…
hwasa: ReAllY He WiLL FinD Her
chanyeol: yup he is going to find her look at him going
he looked at me
Chanyeol: please so i can get her to bed... she has works in the morning
sehun: we all do but i guess i can go look for her
hwasa: ThanK YOU
chanyeol picked her up and started walking upstairs to his room. I looked everywhere inside i even went upstairs and couldn't find her. i came back to the kitchen where soyeon was the only one up.
sehun: hey have you seen y/n it's like she disappeared
she didn't answer and was looking outside. i followed her gaze and y/n was sitting near the pool with her feet in the water. i started walking out but soyeon put her hand on my chest
soyeon: she is crying
i took a deeper look at could see her sniffling
soyeon: be careful with her... she is a person and has feelings. no matter what you say about her not being apart of your plan to get back at jungkook she is... she is already damaged
sehun: i'm serious i want her
soyeon: but you should decided how because there is a difference between Love and Business
she turned and walked away. i took a deep breath and opened the door. slowly i walked behind her she really was crying.
You: jungkook... i can't do this... why are you like this to me...
She is totally drunk i could hear the words slur... my heart hurt as she cried his name... i took me jacket off and put it around her
Sehun: don't you think its cold out here
I sat next to her
y/n pov
i felt him drape his jacket over me and sit. i looked away and wiped my tears
sehun: its no use i already saw you might as well continue
i cleared my throat
you: what are you doing out her you should go back to your party
sehun: party is over
i looked at him and he smiled
you: im sorry i missed the end
sehun: that's fine you can just make it up to me some other way
i raised my eyebrow
sehun: tell me a story
you laughed
you: what are we kids
sehun: i want a story
you: fine any story
sehun: tell me about your childhood
you: my childhood
sehun: yeah like when you were growing up
you: and why would you want to know how i grew up
sehun: just cause
you: its like i told you i was alone for mot of the time... it doesn't matter
sehun: humor me
he laughed and
he laid down...
you: do i have to
he pulled you back your head resting on his arm.
sehun: yes
you took a deep breath looking at the stars
you: My parents worked a lot and constantly went on business trips so i was alone a lot.
sehun: i thought you said you were childhood friends with jungkook
you: he was later in the story
sehun: how much later... when did you first meet him...
you: i should have know thats what this was about
you looked at him propping your self up on your elbow
you: you just want me to tell you everything i know about jungkook so you can take him down. i won't help you
sehun: i don't need your help
you: but you are... trying to take him down
sehun: of course
you: why
sehun: finish your story and i will tell you
you rolled your eyes
you: i don't like to be manipulated
sehun: it's not manipulation finish your story
you: fine... jungkook
sehun: wait
he stopped you
sehun: you have to lay down
you roll your eyes
sehun: that is if you want to know... now i am manipulating you cause i want you to lay down with me
you laid back down
you: my parents only brought me around when they wanted to show me off to potential business partners. are parents were close friends but we only saw each other at parties. the first official time i met him was at his 6th birthday party
sehun: mhm
you: at that point i hated him already... at home when my parents were home all i heard about was how good a boy he was and how he was so much better than me...
sehun: how could a parent do that to a child
you: it made me even more competitive. so at the party i purposely spilled juice on him and got in trouble. he saved me though from my mother... we have been close since then... we hung out after tutoring and music lessons
sehun: like everyday
you: once a week and then an everyday thing when we turned 11. it was out of no where. he found every excuse to come over and hangout... he made everything a little less lonely
sehun: so you fell in love with him and decided to get engaged
you: we only got engaged when i turned 15 i was called into my fathers office where he and his father were... i was told that i was going to be engaged to him... i didn't want to at first but then jungkook seemed so happy about it so i went alone with it
sehun: when did you fall in love
you; ... somewhere along the line of us being forced to be together my feelings grew into something else.
sehun: so if you weren't forced to marry him then you wouldn't have feelings for him
you: i wouldn't have grown feelings... i still have them but they are complicated
sehun: how so
you could feel him looking at you
you: i was happy that i was to be married to my best friend and was in love with the idea... then i find out he cheated on me that i actually meant nothing
sehun: so you are hurt by the fact that he didn't live up to your dream
you: yeah I was a kid being told i was gonna spend the rest of my life with this man so i set my future around him. But that came crashing down and i don't have any idea how to build it back together. I have lived with him since 18... yet i feel like i don't even know him. how can i marry him... i wish i never caught them that i hadn't suspected him of this that i never spilled juice on him.
sehun: you could break off the engagement
you: i may never be able to break it off...
sehun: cause you loved him
you: he was my first love yes but... i have to think of my family how they would suffer if i broke things off with him... and i would also lose my best friend the one person who made me not lonely..
sehun: haven't you already lost him at this point
you: yeah... but i hold out hope more then anything i just want my best friend back... if he showed me the slightest bit of his old self i think i would forget all this and go back to acting like i didn't know
sehun: you would live your life like that for your family
you: at least i would have someone on my side... he would be by my side when we were younger and stick up for me
sehun: you were young and forced to be with a man who grew up just to break your heart cause he didn't know how to control his feelings... and you let him cause you think he is the on man you will be stuck with for the rest of your life and you don't want worse terms
i wasn't crying anymore... he made me realize my feelings that i may have loved him only cause i knew i was going to be stuck with him... that i don't want to live like that. no matter what my business needs at this point what i need is love i want to be loved and not the way jungkook loved me when we where kids... not as friends someone who would give up the whole world just to keep me by their side
you: how did a conversation about my childhood turn into an intervention on my relationship with jungkook
sehun: my therapist says i am good at deflecting by having others talk about things they are not comfortable talking about
you: so what are you deflecting
he took a deep breath... and looked away
sehun: maybe i should tell you some other time
you: after i spilled my heart out and cried you can't tell me... you said if i laid here on your arm and told you about jungkook you would tell me why you hate him so much... i have a feeling that's what this is about right
sehun: you really are smart
you: avoiding topics is what i have become good at
sehun: avoiding the wedding talk
you: yup anyone who asks my parents jungkook's parents, jungkook my friends my coworkers and the old people at the store who remembers the big news of when we made wedding announcements
sehun: so what do you tell them
you: ah first you have to tell me why you are deflecting telling me about jungkook
sehun: why do you want to know
you: because you have it out for the man i may marry in the future so i should know why if i become a potential target for his down fall
sehun: you would never be a target
you: and why is that
sehun: you are mine
you sat up and looked at him
you: what do you mean we have never met... how could i be your's
he didn't say anything so i hit him in the stomach
sehun: ow
he sat up and pushed you on the ground under him trapping your with his arms
sehun: he stole you from me
you: s...sehun g..get o..off
sehun: are you nervous y/n
he looked down at you tucking a strand of hair behind your ears... you felt a tension that you couldn't describe... you bit your lip
you: no
he smiled leaning in
sehun: then you won't mind staying like this until i am finished
you: finish doing what
sehun: telling you my story
he looked into your eyes
sehun: you were supposed to be mine... I had my father set a marriage with your father
you: why would you do that
sehun: i was memorized by your beauty as kids...
you: you had a child's crush on me so you had your father do what to get my father to agree
sehun: well my father is a happy and kind man so when i told him i wanted to marry you he was all for it. so he called your father to make a deal. your father wasn't so happy you were only 10 he wouldn't marry you off. So my father had a deal... We would meet and if it seemed promising then they would enter a business deal where your father got more in return then he would be giving up
you: so my father sold me
sehun: you could see it like that yes...
you: what did he sell me for
he closed his eyes... as if the next part had pained him
you: tell me
sehun: your company opened a business and it was funded by my company... a resort
you: a resort... the only resort in the book failed because they lost the funding
sehun: the resort was a year into the making and he broke the deal so we stopped funding and then sued your father
you: the lawsuit i remember he had to lay off most of the staff
sehun: i fell really bad looking back... i could have handled my anger better than that
you: your father must have knew this would happen... why would he listen to you
sehun: i have been majority shareholder since i was 5. My mother and grandmother gave their shares to me when they died... my father ran the business in my place
you: it was your mothers business
sehun: yes my father married into it he took her last name and all.
you took a deep breath taking all this in...
you: how did he break the deal
sehun: we did have that meeting... are parents had us meet during a summer vacation. we went on a cruise
you: i remember that cruise it was the only vacation i had ever taken with my parents... but i don't remember meeting you
sehun: we spent most of the days together while are parents were off relaxing
you: i think i would remember that
sehun: yeah you would think... what do you remember then
you thought back to the vacation
you: i when i was told i was excited that i was gonna spend time with my family... but instead they brought my caretaker and she had to watch me... and again i was disappointed cause i was alone
sehun: but were you really alone
you tried thinker harder
you: there was this kid my age he was with his father...
sehun: and
you: we went swimming once...we also had dinner... i thought he was annoying but i hated being alone so i didn't mind his presence
sehun: i was told i was a very annoying child so that doesn't hurt
you: okay we met... that means we held up are end of the deal why quit the funding
sehun: well there was a second deal... your father say how good we were together and agreed for us to marry for majority control of the resort and my father gave it up. anything your father asked for we gave it up...
you: because you wanted to marry me after meeting me once... how did you even know about me... we couldn't have met you live in Seoul i lived in busan all my life
he smiled again
sehun: my father is from busan so we came to visit quite a bit when he was free. it was a party i don't know who but you were there a quiet little girl who stood by her parents side not saying anything or do anything... you had so much self control i was impressed
you: you were attracted to myself control
sehun: that and your beauty... even as a child i could see how beautiful you are... but what is really was is when my father went to greet your father i went with him... we greeted you and you were shocked like at all these events you were never talked to
you: i was an accessory so i see why i would be surprised
sehun: it was that moment of shock that i could tell that you were alone and i just wanted to protect you right away.
you: so in your head the best way of doing that was marriage
sehun: i had to go back to Seoul so i think that was the best way...
he put his hand on your cheek
sehun: i wanted to make sure that no one could hurt you that when you were mine i would spoil you until you no longer felt empty inside
you heart pounded... you had no idea what to say or do... but in that moment you forgot everything but him... he leaned in even closer and closer. you wrapped your arms around his neck and he kissed you. it was for a second but when you looked at him after you could tell he meant everything he was telling you...
sehun: i still want to be that person... i know i will have more to make up and fix but i am willing to do whatever it takes...
he caressed your cheek... you began thinking what life would be like if your father hadn't broken off the engagement if you agreed to marry him... if you would be married right now if you would have kids... that hurt thinking of the future you could of had... tears fell down your face. sehun began to wipe them away
sehun: what wrong did i do something wrong
you: no... i was just thinking how much my life would be different right now if we had gotten engaged...
sehun: no changing the past... just the future and i do plan on changing it
you: why did my father break the engagement you know right
he sat up and helped you sit
sehun: it wasn't all his fault. after are little vacation together i was happy over the moon even. everything was finalized and you were mine... but then i met someone that changed it
you: you met someone
he laughed as i looked at him mad
sehun: calm down its not what you think.
you: then tell me
sehun: if you would be quiet then i can tell you
you closed your mouth... he pulled you closer to him your head rested against his chest you could hear the fast beat of his heart
sehun: it was a formality a party the IM Party
you: i heard about that Party it was a monopoly of powers but was disbanded no one knows why
sehun: it was because of the Oh corp... but that is later... right now we are at a party funny how whenever someone meets its at a party... so the party was in full swing and my father was speaking to a person. that person introduced me to his son... jungkook... he was a proud boy i could tell he like attention. but my father wasn't giving into what he wanted he was bragging about me jungkook was getting angry that i was outdoing him. maybe because i even held more share in my company than he did in his... so when my father mentioned that i even arranged my own marriage he was interested
you: interested how
sehun: like he was planning something... my i was gullible so when i began asking me about who i choose i told him gladly. i bragged about how beautiful, smart, and funny you were. before leaving he smirked at me i didn't think anything of it but after a year it was broken off. i was upset i was told that you didn't want to marry me i thought you hated me
you: so you sued us
sehun: no we stopped funding it wasn't until we heard word through the business vine that you were snaked by the jeon's. I wanted payback for my hurt that you left me for that boy that he took you from me... i let him take you from me...
you: so many people suffered because of this
sehun: i know... but even more suffered when you turned 15 and announced it to the world i saw a picture of both of you together... i told my father to break all business relations with the Jeon's and anyone who did business with them
you: that is business suicide
sehun: it is thats how the party split... but most sided with us so the damage we took wasn't that bad
i thought back to the meeting room with jungkook and how he was happy to marry me. how is ego was bigger than are friendship he used it as a tool to get back at sehun.
you: even after breaking the party and taking business from them you weren't satisfied
sehun: no you were mine i loved you...
you: loved past tense
sehun: you were this angel settling for the devil. i thought you were tainted so i gave up on you and him
you: tae said that but you jumped back in after seeing me
sehun: tae
you: taehyung
sehun: you gave him a nickname and you haven't known him for a week
you: i make friends... is this why you have him as a therapist
sehun: yes... it hurt me i was hell bent on revenge but he helped me get over you and the jeon's
you: then why am i here
sehun: i kept tabs on you... but as time went on you dropped out of the spot light it got hard for a while... until you became the greatest salesperson in the world selling a toothpick to a toothpick company
you: i had a passion for it
sehun: i can tell... i went to busan because it was the anniversary of my fathers death
i looked at him
you: im so sorry how long has it been
sehun: 3 years... that night we met actually
you: my 4 year anniversary
sehun; yeah... it was like fate... but i went there just to spend time with my father and then i got thinking about you so i had asked them to include you to the list... i wanted to see you even if i couldn't have you... and then we met and i saw how much you were suffering. everything came rushing back and i began beating myself up for giving up so easy
you: lawsuits are not that easy
sehun: there were ways i could have fought t keep you... i just gave up to losing you... after beating myself up i did an even deeper research into you... but there were years missing i couldn't fill in
you: 5 years.. i have done my own background check on myself
sehun: you were a ghost
you: i was switching from my company to jungkook's i wanted to start from the bottom and work my way up so no one could know who i was or that i had agreed to be engaged to jungkook for those 5 years
sehun: so at 15 you announced the marriage then dropped off the face of the earth for 5 years
you: and when i turned 20 it was announced that i had switched to jungkook's company but because company policies no one at the company was allowed to talk about how i had been there for 5 years already...
sehun: and everyone kept quiet
you: fear is a big thing there one wrong move and you are fired and you are grinned into the dirt so you can not put anything back together... we use that announcement of the switch as the official anniversary instead of the announcement of the engagement.
sehun: that is very complicated
you: i guess i did everything in my power not to marry him
sehun: and why is that
you: it didn't feel right with him.
you looked at sehun
you: i felt like something was missing and no matter how happy i am i don't think it could make up for it...
sehun: and how does it feel with me
you: its nice... i don't want to leave...
sehun: but
you: but i am still engaged even if he is a cheater that used me to get back at you...
sehun: so break it off with him
you: if i do that then the company will suffer... he will take his anger out on it to hurt me... and you have seen how far he will go when upset
sehun: i will protect you and your company
you: how by signing and contract i sell shares to you so you can own my company
sehun: i would never take it... i was just fund certain projects and i could give you some of my shares
you: you have some of are shares
sehun: since the resort the Kim's sold us shares and i am sure if i give you mine you would have majority to over power your father.
you: but how does me overpowering my father have to do with protecting the company
sehun: sign a merger with Oh and with the share you have of your own company and in my company you would have majority
you: you would give up your own company for me
he smiled
sehun: i would give up my whole world if it means i would see you happy and free to make your own decisions
you: my own
sehun: you get to choose who you want to date and marry... i would be over joyed if it is me but i would understand if it wasn't me... this would never have happened to you if i didn't fall in love with you.
he stood up and began walking inside
you: wait
he turned back around
you: i have been waiting for that
sehun: for what
you: someone who would give up there world for me... i don't need to be in charge of the merger
sehun: you don't
you: can't give you an answer about whether of not I will want to be with you
he looked at the ground
you: i do know that for the first time i feel like i have a choice and that is thanks to you. and i appreciate that i really do...
sehun: that's enough for me
you: im not done can you not interrupt
sehun: okay okay finish
you: you have lived your life revolved around me and it would be selfish if i took anymore from you without giving back
sehun: what are you saying
you: i wan't to be with you now
he looked shocked
sehun: you what
you: i want to be with you but with no contracts no deals we can't owe each other anything cause there is a difference between love and business
he ran to you holding your cheeks in his hands
sehun: are you serious
you: yes
sehun: don't play with me
you: im not i...
he smashed his lips onto your lips