I was standing at the balcony of the room that they gave me. the queen and king provide me lovely dresses, expensive and rare gems and jewelries in my world, they provide me beautiful shelter sorrounded by nice people.they provide me love,value and respect.
they provide me everything that I've never experienced in the world I come from.
I cannot hide my awe to the beautiful design of the Room, it is painted with classic golden brown paint .there is long violet and white curtains.
the lampshade that I never seen in my whole life,it was sorrounded with small diamonds that give more praise to the off white color of the lampshade.
the servant approach me with a smile in her lips.
" princes Alicia, I'm sorry to disturb you but the king and queen summon your presence "
the servant lead me to the chamber of the royal highness.As I walk behind the servant Im quitely amazed to the architectural design of the walls , and a wonderful painting in each walls I've passed by.
I stop in the middle of the hallway when I saw the beautiful painting in front of me.
it is really look like me.but the only difference is she is slim like the princes Alicia. me myself on the other hand is almost trice of the size of their body in my world. but now everything changed. I still have the same looks but just slimmer than before.
I take long sigh.
I followed the servant.
untill we reached the large double door with two guards standing side by side.
they greeted me and opened the doors.
the large elegant space welcomed me, in the end of the grand space there is an elegant altar which consist of six golden chairs with red fabrics in it giving the room full of dominance aura of the royal highness sitting in the two chairs.
the lady approach me who supposed to be a queen and the mother of the body of princess Alicia.
I can't explain the feeling I felt when the queen envelope her arms around me, it feels like joy,it feels like overflowing happiness inside me that was been keep inside of for a long time , I don't understand but I felt warmth and longing for those embrace from a mother.or maybe it is just because I missed the hug of my real mother, I always dreamed that my mother will be like this even in a short of time that I can feel the love of my mother but Maybe maybe my dreams will always remains a dreams .
I didn't notice the tears in my eyes she was also crying she touched my face , I closed my eyes to feel her touch, just now I realized that I need a mother even that I look like a tough and strong woman deep inside of me is broken because I am not complete because the one who should be with me in every flaws I have hate and disgusted In me.