I am guilty but at the same time I am happy that finally I found my happiness .
The world that far away from the place I've used to lived ,the world that I never knew exist, the world where I found Aundrey .
I wanted to cherish every moment of us together ,spend all my life with him.
even though I don't know if he felt the same way to me.i don't know how to tell him or should I tell him?
what if he reject me ?
what will gonna happened ?
I sigh.
I don't want to lost him and I don't want him to distance himself from me .
maybe I need to wait the right time and when I already have the courage to risk the possibility of losing him .hmmmmp enough for this thoughts it just make me more nervous .
" what are you thinking?" I startled when I heard aundrey's voice .
" uhm nothing really important, like thinking for the possibilities, y'know" I answered while rubbing my chest . I don't notice his presence a while ago when I was clouded by different thoughts of mine.
even I wanted to say " I was thinking about you" I keep my mouth shut and just let myself enjoy the moment being with the person who become the source of my happiness.