He thought of how he had locked himself in his room after being hurt by his own cold words in his previous life, and how he had tried his best not to hurt her. He thought of how he had knelt before the Gods and prayed for her to return to his side after her death He thought of how he had endured the loneliness and clamor alone all those years after her death... ...
Zhao Siqing felt an indescribable pain in her heart.
Seeing that she had been crying, Huo Jingchen could not help but feel a little anxious. He wiped her tears and said in a low voice, "if you cry again, I'll kiss you. "
Hearing his words, Zhao Siqing could not help but smile from her tears.
Seeing this scene, the doctors could not help but sigh in relief and slowly retreated.
But they thought that if Zhao Siqing did not wake up, the hospital would probably be torn down by him.
Zhao Siqing reached out and gently hugged Huo Jingchen. Her eyes were bitter as she said softly, "I saw your past life and your past life. "
Huo Jingchen's body stiffened slightly. He did not know what she was going to say next.
Zhao Siqing lowered her eyes and said softly, "in my past life... that child, is it because he can't live? "
Huo Jingchen obviously didn't expect her to know the truth, so he was stunned for a few seconds and didn't say anything.
Zhao Siqing looked up at him with tears in her eyes. She said softly, "why didn't you tell me... "
Huo Jingchen fell silent in the face of his question.
In fact, there was a possibility that the child could be born, but it was too risky for her.
He understood her personality. He was afraid that she would do anything to have the child.
And he couldn't tolerate the possibility of losing her.
As for after the child was aborted, he was even more afraid to say it.
He was afraid that she would hate him even more and imprison her in the Huo family's cage. In the end, she would not even be able to keep the child she wanted.
He was even more afraid that she would know that he had lost his uterus and that he would never be able to give birth again. He was afraid that she would not be able to bear this despair.
Since that was the case, he might as well not say anything and let her hate him.
At least, that way, the person she would think about every day would be him, right?
"Then what about this life? Why didn't you say anything in this life? " Zhao Siqing looked at the man in front of her with tears in her eyes. She was a little absent-minded.
Huo Jingchen looked at her with his dark eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "because, in this life, I can't guarantee that you can successfully give birth to a child. If I were to encounter a similar situation, I would only make the same choice. "
"Even if I will hate you forever? " Zhao Siqing said with a choked voice, her eyes red.
"there are so many people who hate me in this world, but only I am willing to suffer because you hate me, " Huo Jingchen said slowly.
No matter what she gave him, whether it was love or hate, he always liked it.
Zhao Siqing's tears burst out of her eyes, and her small white hand clenched into a fist and hit huo Jingchen's chest. "Are you stupid? ! Are you stupid? ! "
Huo Jingchen lowered his eyes, grabbed her little hand, and pulled her into his arms. "I'm not innocent. I've done a lot of things. "
She was like a ray of light in his dark life. He had desperately hoped that this ray of light would only shine on his world. He had also been extremely paranoid, hoping that he would occupy her entire life and become her everything.
Zhao Siqing cried in his arms for a long time before she gradually calmed down.
Huo Jingchen had not slept for a few days. Seeing that she had calmed down, he asked Tang Qi to send a set of clean clothes. He turned around and went to the bathroom to take a shower and sleep for a while.
After he entered the bathroom, Zhao Siqing sat on the bed in a daze.
After a long time, she finally realized something. She quickly lifted the blanket and looked at her flat stomach. Tears fell again.