During the period of pregnancy, their relationship was actually quite warm.
At that time, Yang Jingqiu and Yanran were already dead, Zhao Yancheng was also missing, and her relationship with Huo Jingchen had completely entered a freezing point.
She was not a person who was particularly good at fighting and arguing, not to mention that she could not defeat him at all.
Therefore, what she did was more of silence and indifference.
It was not until the child arrived that their relationship became warm again.
However, she did not expect that the child would still be gone in the end.
This incident became the last straw that overwhelmed her, and it also made her completely disappointed in him.
She no longer had any relatives or friends that he could use to threaten her. She had already lost the whole world, and there was nothing left for her.
She hated him, hated him for ruining her life, hated him for hurting all the people she loved.
So later, she began to plan revenge.
She wanted him to feel pain, wanted him to feel pain, wanted him to understand her despair.
However, over the past ten years, she had long understood his obsession with her, so she asked Xie Yumian for help and brought her a gun.
Xie Yumian was a member of the Huo family, so she hardly met any of the elders of the huo family during those years.
She knew that they did not agree with her existence, but Huo Jingchen still insisted on doing things his own way.
She was like a canary that he secretly raised. Even if she was not recognized, she still existed.
Huo Jingchen protected her very well, and the Huo family did not hurt her in the slightest.
The only person in the Huo family who had interacted with her was Xie Yumian.
Because she was often injured and Xie Yumian lived in the Huo family, they became familiar with each other after a few visits.
Xie Yumian was a very quiet and gentle person. She could see from her eyes that she felt sorry for her. She was also the only person who could communicate with her in small numbers.
Because she had not shown any closeness to Xie Yumian, Huo Jingchen had always let Xie Yumian be her doctor.
Zhao Siqing had already thought of what to do when she decided to take revenge on Huo Jingchen.
After ten years, she knew how much he loved her.
However, this love was too heavy, too depressing, and deformed. It would only turn into pain and hatred in the end.
She was really too tired, and she no longer had the courage and patience to persevere.
So from the day she made up her mind, she had already thought about how she would die in front of him. She wanted him to have a taste of losing his true love, or else he would never understand.
In the end, Huo Jingchen was afraid that she would hurt herself and get angry, so he had already kept a close watch on her.
She was like a walking corpse every day. She didn't say a word, and there was no sign of life.
Therefore, even death seemed to be a luxury for her.
She begged Xie Yumian to bring her a gun. Xie Yumian stared at her for a long time, but in the end, she didn't ask anything and agreed.
Zhao Siqing thought that at that time, she probably saw her pain clearly, and also saw her determination.
Not long after she got the gun, it was huo Jingchen's birthday.
Zhao Siqing prepared for him. She was even a little happy and happy. She thought that after ten years of light and shadow, she could finally be free.
"Qingqing... "
When Huo Jingchen woke up, he saw Zhao Siqing looking out of the window in a daze, and he felt a little uneasy.
She seemed to be.. Different from before.
Her body was filled with a coldness that only existed in her previous life.
Huo Jingchen knew that she must have remembered everything.
Hearing him speak, Zhao Siqing looked down and said softly, "during those ten years, it's not that I never thought of being with you well, nor have I never learned to love you... "