Of course, Liang Yunsheng couldn't help but feel sorry for Jing Qiuci when she saw the pain on her face.
"If you don't want to tell me, you don't have to... "
"No, Yunsheng, I don't think it's bad to tell you these things. " Jing Qiuci quickly shook her head. "instead, seeing you today gave me an opportunity to tell you these things. "
"I can imagine that you must have suffered a lot when you were pregnant with a child and tried to escape from Yin Yihan, " Liang Yunsheng said.
Jing Qiuci replied, "yes. " She didn't deny Liang Yunsheng's statement, "it was very difficult at first, including getting a lot of documents over there and avoiding Yin Yihan's eyes. I didn't know anyone... "fortunately, there was a senior brother who was studying in country M. I really kept in touch with him in the past few years, and my life in country m was thanks to him ".. "But these are just hardships. "
Jing Qiuci took a deep breath, and her eyes were slightly red, but she continued, "but bitterness doesn't mean pain... the most painful time for me was the day I gave birth to Nian Nian. "
Liang Yunsheng didn't say anything else. She quietly waited for Jing Qiuci to continue.
"I don't know if it's because I've been tormenting myself for too long, or maybe I've been depressed and didn't protect the child well. When I gave birth to Nian Nian, I bled a lot, and now it's... " Jing Qiuci pursed her lips "I really can't give birth anymore. "
"This... " Liang Yunsheng was surprised.
"It's probably retribution. The lie I told back then has become an unchangeable fact. " Jing Qiuci smiled a little pale.
Liang Yunsheng pursed her lips, but she felt very uneasy in her heart. She didn't want Jing Qiuci to be sad because of this, but she also knew that at this time, any words of comfort would be useless.
No one could empathize with that kind of feeling.
She had encountered such a thing when she was abroad alone. A five-or six-year-old child and a newborn child, and her body was so weak that she didn't even have a family or friends by her side. This was indeed.. A very difficult thing to bear.
"Fortunately, I still had some money at that time. " Jing Qiuci broke the somewhat depressed atmosphere for a moment "I could stay in the best hospital and hire the best nursing staff. I won't suffer because I want to save money. I still understand that I can earn more money and raise my child after I take care of my body well. "
In this aspect, Jing Qiuci was indeed frighteningly rational.
When she found out about her physical condition back then, she didn't feel sad. Instead, she was glad that she didn't die on the operating table.
Although it was indeed sad that she could not have children, it was fortunate that she already had en en and Nian Nian. In fact, she no longer had the intention to fall in love with others or even get married.
Perhaps it was because she no longer had the energy.
Or perhaps it was because... ... The love of her life had already been given to someone ...
Even though that person had hurt her deeply and could no longer respond to her feelings, Jing Qiuci would not deny this matter. Yes, she had at least loved him.
"I had to recuperate for a long time before I was discharged from the hospital. En En was a good child. Not only did he not cause trouble, he could also help me a lot... but at that time, my money was almost spent. "