It was 4pm in the evening , I got a call from the head of the department (HOD) saying that I have a senior-junior interaction session for the fresher's in the college . HOD said that iam going to lead the program .
I had to rush back to my room and grab myself a snack to fill my mouth so that I can concentrate on what I have to speak the next day. My mind started posting ideas and adrenaline was rushing through my veins .
The next morning I woke up, dressed myself up neat and combed my hair clean so that I won't look dumb.
It's 9:30 am I slowly started to walk around the corridor of my college and noticed that a girl peeking on me with a weirdest look . That look made me to look myself from top to bottom to make sure I'm fine .
I glimpsed at her , she was sitting in the first row with a pink lipstick on and a pony tail with her shining shoes , she looked pretty with her chubby cheeks and that look in her eyes made me feel that she is the one .
I entered the class silently and lecturer introduced me as a senior . Then I took the stage and started to share my experience and about the college.
I asked Everyone to introduce themselves .
The moment she stepped on the dias and started to talk, there was silence a complete silence ,to describe clearly in a cinematic way it was a complete silence where I can listen to my blood running through veins ( this may seem hyped but that's how I felt) .
After she started speaking about her I realized she is calm, doesn't have much friends , she is an introvert .
Her enthusiasm in knowing new things made me to look myself in her . I was seeing old me in her . The day I realized that she is exactly what I was once upon a time , everything started to roll back and I found myself in her . I started to treat her like a kid .
For an instance an idea struck my head that what if I have a kid who is same as me in everything and how would I take care of her ?
that's when I started to treat her like a kiddo , the first time I called her kiddo , I saw that look in her face , eyes closed low ,turning her lips to anger and a look in a slow motion . That was my first time when I felt I was happy because of her .
The excitement, enthusiasm, awkwardness , lonely, self obsessed , brave , kind hearted , smile . she has her own world created for her and she is the queen of that kingdom where she loved to live by being her . "I found myself In her" .