To describe me , iam a broken heart with pieces shattered around , iam a extrovert to the world and an introvert to myself and my personal life , I never had friends who would understand me the way iam feeling, the way iam going through things , the way I treat myself , the way iam hiding my pain , the way iam faking my smile . I was a man with broken soul and heart with a smiling face .
For me life was family and friends I lived 6 years without my family for my studies , where I thought friends are my family but as the proverb said "every trial is to prove that nothing is perfect" .
My whole life was a trial and error . To be honest it's a failure experiment with no positive result ever . Things were not fine , life was not easy for me , not even God showed pity on me . I have gone through worst things that a 21 year old should not see in the earliest of his life . Cheated, broken, abandoned , misplayed , dumped, tortured, harassed, abused, beaten what not I think no dictionary could find meanings and words to things I have gone through . Life has been tough on me .
Then this little girl flew from skies like an angel , came into my life , changed the way I was , I started to feel myself , Every little thing she does made me realise myself and what iam.
I've seen a future, a success , a perfect soul in her . But she never took me seriously , whenever I speak positively about her she used to think that iam joking . May be that possession for her being positive at tough situations made her this way . But trust me she is a perfect soul with the sweetest heart and purest smile.
I learned a lot from her , she was my guru and Moto for life . If I have to define what craziness is , I would say that's her . she is the craziest little girl I ever met in my life . life was fun around her , every time she tries to win an argument over me I felt like I was fighting me but In a opposite gender .
Well people asked what changed you and I answered myself "A MIRACLE".
she happened to me as guardian angel .Well I never believed in miracles before but now she is the miracle that happened to me.