when I came inside my home I saw my mom sitting on the couch and she was smiling a little . I asked "what" .
she said, " who was that boy "
To which I replied "No one mom " . And left for my room.
By the time I reached my room I heard her saying, " I will be waiting for the good news".
I laid down on my bed and face palmed myself. My mother isn't she quite forward. I then I thought it was because I never had relationship in my whole life. It was not it's her fault . It's just that I never trust anyone. I have major trust issues. And I don't think I will let me have any relationship in future also.
The story behind my problem was quite sad .since I was little my parents always fight with eachother. And it's not that their is not love as my mom loved father very much. But I think love isn't everything . So their is a very bad impact of everything that happened in my childhood . And when I turned 18 my parents divorced but I think that was good because we are much happier now.
So when at the end we have to live alone they my have relationship . I actually like being alone . Not that kind of alone. I have friends and they are best not all of them but some and it's enough .
My only motive at this time is to be successful enough that I can at least support myself and my mother because she have to work quite hard for me and it pains me but I think it's going to change soon.
By thinking all these I don't know when I fell asleep.
I was asleep and suddenly I started hearing a sound then I thought it must be my alarm .So I didn't even took a look and silenced it after sometime a heard it again and by the time I was a little awake then I took a look at it and it showed an unknown number .
So I picked it up and said "hello " in my half sleeping voice and the caller said "good morning sweetheart".
It was not hard to recognise the voice as it was my new boss . And after hearing him O was completely awake .