I still don't know if I should go outside and try to look for my friend or if I should stay and keep going nuts waiting for someone to wake up hopefully not to him being a vampire. My mind keeps racing on every that's bad and everything that has went wrong. I keep thinking of a person and that just makes it worse he shouldn't be on my mind right now its bad news especially at a time like this. Its already night fall and my son is awake and I tend to his every need and Demetrius hasn't came to yet. I gotta focus on my son right now. I do what I normally would gave him a bath and got him dressed and some new clothes on him and food a his sippy cup and Keithstone is in his highchair while I check in on Demetrius again and hes till out. Demetrius's heart beat is strong and I cant tell if he's a vampire or not I have to make a phone call something.
When I have that on my mind I hear a knock at the door wondering who the hell that could be and to my luck my best friend was the one who was knocking I let him in with no problem or issue. I ask Alivaric if I turned or what happened to keep Demetrius out so long I explained everything to Alivaric asking and begging for his help. Alivaric said I didn't turn him but he is still unconscious because I took to much blood and it will take a few hours or more for him to wake up. Alivaric also said that my blood is still going throughout his body so it is possible we wont really know until he wakes up. I told Alivaric that I don't want me and my son to be around when he comes to because if he does or is turning into a vampire I don't know what will happen. On the other note I can also ignore it and ask Alivaric to take Keithstone for a few days until he I know for sure my son will be safe.
So I asked the hardest thing in the world and the question that would kill me the most of all worse then a wooden stake through my cold dead heart. I asked my question and I got it answered to the fullest when he started putting a big bag together for Keithstone that had his clothes food and diapers and cippy cup and his car seat and anything else Keithstone might need. I cried because I never wanted my kid away from me at all and my son is the only one who has my life in his hands my undoing the only one I will give up everything for because he is my flesh and blood. I take my son in my arms and hug and kiss him on his chunky cheeks hes so cute and sweet and so pure I never want him ruined at all by nothing at all costs he must be kept safe Alivaric he said he would do more then keep him safe I gave him two big things of cash one for him to keep for baby sitting my son and the other for what ever my son may need. I told Alivaric sense we don't know when Demetrius will awake we need to make sure everything is covered.
I watch Alivaric put my son in his vehicle and I am crying watching my son leave my side I know its not forever but it really hurts granted I know my best friend will keep me updated at all costs. I had to try to put my feelings aside for my kid and try to focus at the problem at hand and what I did that I needed my friend to help me. Feeling sorry for myself isn't going to fix the situation if he doesn't wake up I will drive a wooden stake through his heart problem solved or I can rip out his heart and eat or crush it so many ways to do what I want and no one will know especially if the place is swept away in flames. So many options and I don't know what to choose. I will give him till next night fall this night will be the longest one yet. I don't have my son and worried sick as a parent and the need to protect my own child.