I have had blood bag after another and now they are all gone and I still am mad as hell at myself. I tossed and broke a few things with out destroying the house from the top floor to the very bottom. I still need to clean up my mess and just try to pull myself together for my kid because I can't do it for myself. I got Keithstones room cleaned and dishes and everything else picked up and I am still freaking out I go back to the hall way to check on Demetrius and he's gone. I have no idea where he went or what hes doing the only thing that I can hope for is that he is not a vampire if so I will have to put him down like a sick animal. I don't want to do that but I really don't have a choice if he is one. I call for Demetrius a few times and nothing. I run through the entire house and he's not in the house one place he could be is outside.
I run around the entire property and still no Demetrius at all I try to think of where he could or would be and I think back his vehicle the one place I haven't looked. I hurry up and run as quickly as possible and I find him sitting in the passenger seat. I open the car door take him to the bedroom and have him to sit down. I started asking questions like how do you feel what type of drink would you like and then some. I wasn't getting anywhere and he wasn't saying anything so I went to the kitchen grabbed a muffin and ran back to mine and his room and asked him to take a bite and to describe the taste of it. He did as I asked but I needed to know if he's a vampire I needed to know if I had turned someone by accidentally or not. He said it tastes like a normal muffin nothing special. I was jumping up and down for joy but he was more upset and not happy that I didn't turn him into a vampire.
I gave Alivaric everything he might need for Keithstone and baby monitors are like cell phones. I let him know that Keithstone is safe to return home to me. No sooner then I had gotten Demetrius settled for now I heard a knock at the door it was Alivaric with my son he hands me my wonderful kid and puts his stuff down in the living room and Alivaric told me anytime I need a baby sitter or a friend to call or text him anytime we gave each other a quick hug later and then he got into his car and disappeared. I could tell my son missed me so much like I missed him. My sweet child home at last and in my arms. I keep my son in my arms when I go back to mine and Demetrius's room and I asked if we could talk. I told him that him being a vampire is a bad thing and not a good thing. He doesn't seem to think so. I told him I am glad he's still human. He doesn't seem to want to talk or anything so I left him alone.
There isn't anything else I can say or do and I understand his disappointment but I can't give him what he wants. After I spend a lot of time with my son he ended up falling asleep a lot faster then normal so I had put him to bed. After I go back to mine and Demetrius's and my room and I gave him two options. The first option is Keithstone and I say living with him and no problems and just happy or the second option I turn him into a vampire and Keithstone and I will be gone from his life forever and he would have the one thing he wants but at a cost and he wouldn't be allowed around his family till he gets his blood lust under control. I told him if he chose the second option he will have to move far far away from here to keep attention away from my son and myself.