It's finally the summer of 2009 I finally paid for a date for Lornen and me to go on of course we went swimming and had fun and I found a lot of money at the bottom of the pool in the 11 foot swim it was great I guess.
Still hurting and still broken from Willstone and how my world went crashing down. Months passed now and now I am on my way to meet up with Lornen to go to his place on my way I ran into my true love for the 1st time in forever is what it felt like and I could feel every good emotion in me begging to come out.
I really just wanted to kiss him and hold him and tell him I am sorry. I didn't I was hell bent on being and staying mad at him. He wanted me back the hardest thing I did was I lied I said I was in love and I stated I was pregnant with Lornen's baby I knew it broke his heart he told me to leave him and he would take care of me and my baby.
I knew he would he has a pure heart. I said I couldn't do it to my unborn child and or his or her father and told him to wait for me I knew it was selfish of me and it killed me more. I gave Willstone one last big hug and a kiss on the cheek and told him I love him but we can't be right now. I walked away and tears ran down my eyes and I went straight to Lornen's house not far from where I was.
Lornen and me walked from his house to mine and from there I was supposed to walk him half way I heard the ambulance I had more then a bad gut feeling and more then something was going though my black heart I tried to ignore it and run to follow the ambulance and I dropped and tears started and wouldn't stop I knew something bad happened to my mate my beloved Willstone the love of my life the reason of who I was the reason for everything in my life my life met nothing without him.
Lornen carried me and took me to his home he fed me and wiped my tears and showed kindness that I couldn't give back. Lornen walked me back to my place on the way home an old witch said Willstone is dead I couldn't believe it I felt everything stop and I couldn't and wouldn't be able to believe it I ran as fast as I could while Lornen was trying to keep up with me I ran to my loves home his mom in tears.
My worst fears now became reality and I said sorry and I would find out who did this and why. When Lornen took me all the way to my place my mother Ivy put on the monster news and everything I knew that I loved and wanted and needed my life my world my everything dreams hopes everything gone and that big blow to the chest to hear on the monster news that Willstone is dead July-21-2009 everything came down on me not alcohol or weed could kill my pain not for this vampriss. Smoking cigarettes also didn't do me any good all I could do was cry and scream his name.
I wanted to die and if I couldn't have that then I wanted pain.