Pain. I can only imagine what is going on right now with my head...I mean I could be bleeding badly and I would have no clue whatsoever until I suddenly see a light of some sort " Guess this is my cue to leave..." I walk into the light only to see a hospital room it seemed. I look around the room to see an IV in my arm, I then touch my head to feel a bandage on where I was punched, Lastly I touch my cheek only to feel a bit of pain. "Great..so I have a cut on my head, a bruised cheek,not to mention I'm stuck in a hospital. " Hello Hana? You have visitors! May they come in?" Me being confused shrugged my shoulder turning my head to look at the window beside me " Alright how about this would you be more comfortable with your parents, fiancee, fiance's family, or friend." I look back at the nurse irritated " I don't want any of them!" I grab my blankets pulling them over my head "You are stupid you know that!" I am very familiar with that voice I hear which makes me upset to hear him barging in my room first I didn't want to face any of them only to hear that I was an idiot or stupid. The blankets get pulled off of me extremely fast I couldn't even get a grip " Why do you keep getting involved with this man!?" I cover my face to make sure he doesn't see my hurt expression "Chikashi stop it this instant! You were never in her place! Therefore you don't know what happened let her speak!" I suddenly feel Marie place her hand on my hand " How long til I'm released.." I remove my hand from my face looking up at Marie " The doctors said when you had woken up and felt a bit better." I sit myself up on the hospital bed looking around again "So mind telling me what happened last night?" Marie sits herself on my hospital bed concerned" sure..when I was done with work I immediately went outside to wait for chikashi Because I had told my parents he was gonna pick me up afterwards. I've waited long and still no sign of him. Now across from my dad's business is the bar ..people were leaving the bar because it was late... I saw the same gu-" I then realized that I shouldn't be telling her because she couldn't do anything about it..I mean no one can " Can I go now." Marie stood up from the bed With a smile covering her concerns for me. "After I signed out from the hospital all of us walk our separate ways I did not speak once to any of my parents while in the car nor when I got home. All I would do would be to stay in my parents house either looking out the window or laying in my bed " Hana would you please eat something." I wouldn't even eat a single food my mother would make for me. I've not onced checked on my phone or even charged it so I can be in quiet some time. Until now I've gotten the courage to go outside with my nicely healed face I grab the cutest dress to wear for where I am going. I'm gonna have to lie to my parents too...better try "Mother,Father I'm going to chikashi's house so don't worry to much." my mother and father both share their concerning looks before hugging me and letting me go "bout time." Little did my parents know I didn't have my phone.. I only wanted to go get a drink or two before talking with that man if he is here..I look up to the bar sign before walking in. I order my sake,with no end to it "FudGe!" I feel eyes on my including the bartender which made me realize I was real bad at Drinking. "I'm gonna ask you to leave for today Hana" The bartender says showing me to the door " whAYtaEveR!" As I'm outside I realize it is pouring rain again sad part is that I had no jacket "pOo" I begin to sit down on the ground waiting for the man that hurt me to get answers "Hana? Hana is that you?!" I see a blurry man run up to me trying to help me up from the ground " Gen?" I rub my eyes to help my blurry eyesight " chikashi?" I realize that chikashi was right in front of me concerned and irritated I was back at the same place again " Why are you back over here!?" I hesitate to say anything to him "can you at least walk?!?" I grab onto his hands and stand up perfectly fine until I let go making me collapse on the ground which makes chikashi sigh " Come on I'm not leaving you here. Where is your other heel?" I look down at my feet only to notice I was missing my other heel " I dunno where it is..." Chikashi sighs of irritation then picks me up bridal style out of the rain " You told your parents you were going to my house yet you have no clue where I live.You are such trouble you know." I rest my head in chikashi's chest feeling tipsy but not to tipsy anymore than I was. "I can't believe you went back. Why?" I say nothing but I hear chikashi's body heat up "Chikashi don't be mad at me.." I put my hand on chikashi's chest softly before I talk to him more "chikashi I'm sorry..." Chikashi doesn't say anything until he stopped at his house,a beautiful big house with the color red "We're here." I look at everything around the room I was in "I'll grab you some clothes. Stay here." he leaves to the upstairs room to fetch me some clothes. However, I follow him upstairs to ask him something " chikashi....." He turns around to see me stuggling with walking " I told you to stay downstairs how hard is it to follow my instruction!?" He picks me up and carries me over his shoulders to his bedroom then throwing me on his bed along with some clothes " Here put these clothes on and sleep, I'll be asleep on the couch downstairs." I continue to take off my dress after chikashi leaves the room and put on the long shirt with sweat pants " ughhhh I feel sick...Oh shi-" I feel myself tencing up ready to Sprint to the bathroom. I immediately begin to throw up after keeping it in trying to find the bathroom upstairs which also caused chikashi to run upstairs hearing my Giant steps " You seriously couldn't find the bathroom!?" I get off of the floor and raise my hand to slay Chikashi " YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST LEFT ME ON THE GROUND OUTSIDE OF THE PUB INSTEAD OF TAKING ME OVER TO YOUR HOUSE ONLY TO COMPL-" chikashi grabs my arm pulling me up against the wall "It's your damn fault." chikashi says with a irritated expression on his face which makes me shed a tear "D-don- I-" I notice chikashi struggle with his words so I just cut in " Leave me be in my room.." Chikashi let's go of my arms and looks down almost as if he was trying to explain or at least tell me something. I walk to the room to lay down but not sleep, I wait minutes after minutes until I get out of his clothes to put my dress back on" I need to make sure he is asleep." I run downstairs only to see him Sitting on the floor next to the couch with sake " Chikashi what do you think your doing!" I run by his side grabbing the Bottle out of his hand " I know you don't want an arranged marriage so I'll give you any money so you will be happy." I place my hands on his cheeks " No, it's fine you just need to get rest" My eyes go wide when I notice that chikashi was crying " You don't remember..all those memories are gone for good".