Thousands of kisses will not be enough to express the love in Tim's heart. His touch spared not a single skin in her body.
He kissed her lips, eyes,nose, cheeks and ears. Tim nice again explored every bit of her body planting kisses, nibbling and sucking from north to south.
Tim parted her thigh, she is ready. "This could hurt baby, bear with it." He ended the warning with sucking her ears. He position himself teasing her, poking the entry to her soul. When he felt the tip of his member wet with her dew he slowly trusted.
"Tim it's painful..."
He kissed her lips to distract her but tear still feel from both eyes. He tried to tickle her breast kneading it while kissing her lips and trusting slowly back and forth.
Pam could no longer pin point where the pain or pleasure is coming from. She could only moan and call his name. She is one with Tim!
He is definitely her first. Tim showered her forehead with little kisses after. Hugging Pam who is motionless. She felt like her body will break if she moves. Bliss stains were concentrated in the bed center. Tim moved up. Wash himself up and returned with hot towel, fresh undies and pajamas for Pam.
Pam has nothing in her under the duvet. Tim gently cleaned her. Pam wanted to resist out of embarrassment but she is too tired and sore. He dressed her up, lifted her and placed her meantime in the lazy boy. He intend to replace the bed sheets and the duvet. Pam tried to stand, "let me help you."
"Stay there, changing bed covers is not a big deal." He smiled as he quickly removed the sheet. Virginity is likewise not a big deal for Tim but knowing that he is the first man in her life made his love deeper. He needs to protect her and never let anyone be tempted to steal her from him.
They slept feeling each other's warmth. Pam woke up earlier than Tim. The soreness of her body is still there. They were in spooning position. She felt something poking her from behind and her left breast getting rubbed intermittently. 'Is he awake? I don't think I can take it if he does it again. Why is that thing hard early I the morning.'
Tim suddenly moved, wrapped his leg around Pam and hugged tightly like a body pillow. This caused Pam to scream.
Instantly becoming sober with the scream, "what happened? What's wrong?"
Tim instinctively sat and removed the duvet to see Pam curled. "What happened? Where are you hurt?"
Pam's face is wrinkled in Pain. "I think my limbs are falling apart." She was curled protecting the intimate part down south as if it will fall.
He then noticed the marks he left in her body. The ones in the neck is obvious. He lifted her upper shirt which startled Pam. Purple marks were all over her breast and chest. He looked at her in the eye. "Can you lay down straight?"
Pam saw the sorry look in his eyes so when he pulled her pajamas together with the undies halfway, she did not resisted and looked away. She let out a scream when he gave her a kiss there.
"Tim what are you doing?" She was red in embarrassment. No matter how sore she is, she managed to pull her pants up quickly.
"I feel sorry it's probably hurting down there..." he saw it It was reddish. Last night when she was confused in the midst of pleasure, he took advantage that she has adjusted to him and pounded her heavily.
"It is...I... it's the first...." she doesn't know exactly what to say.
"I'm sorry baby. I love you!" He hugged her in a very gentle manner. "I was too selfish last night. I did not control my feelings."
"Hmmm let's not di this again anytime soon." She was like a kid to exhausted to play.
Tim smiled, she said 'again' so there will be next time just that it's not going to be anytime soon. "Ok...but I can still kiss you baby? Can I?" He was negotiating.
"Hmmm" she patted her back and continued, "I'd need to call sick today.
In the next few hours they found themselves in the couch. Pam is lying down on Tim's lap busy on her phone while he is focused on NBA replay. They ended taking leave together.
"Pim how about living with me here?"
The phone on her hand slipped and landed on her chest. "Ouch!" She was surprised with what he said. She straightened herself and in that short period of time questions popped in her mind. 'Why does he want me to move in? Are we suppose to live like husbands and wives do?' She was staring blanking at him.
"You don't like the idea?" For Tim living together is normal for lovers and it's practical too. We get to know each other and it saves money on rent. They can share or he can provide that not a big deal for a lady like Pam.
Pam remained silent and managed to say, "it's generally accepted here..." she said each word slowly not knowing how to frame her thought. Married or not people can separate, however she wants to know how Tim sees where this is going.
Tim is not stupid. He gets where the discomfort. Generally ladies in this country think of marriage as key to living together. He loves Pam, he thinks she is too young to be tied down. What if one day she wakes up not wanting to be around him anymore.
Unknowingly this is the same thing running in her head. 'What if he finds someone else better than me?' Admittedly she think there isn't anything special about her and she gave everything to him. She used to be carefree not minding how she looks or what her social status is. When she formally had relationship with Tim she felt small, unconfident. Unconsciously Pam head slowly went down feeling a little dejected.
"Don't be to burden with what I asked." He took her in his arms. "I just want to be with you everyday, eat meals with you, hug you like this..." he is coaxing her.
Pam felt a little better hearing those word from Tim. 'I also want to be with you everyday.' These words were kept in her heart.
"Hold on." He released her and stood. When he returned he took her hand and placed on her palm a key. "If you don't want to move in, take this."
He kissed her softly in the lips then said, "baby whenever you feel like coming home, you always can."
A whirlwind of emotion engulfed Pam. He said 'coming home'. Handing over a spare key to her is opening up himself to her anytime. There no hiding anything from her. The thought that he is trusting this much melts her heart. She hold the key tightly and initiated a kiss.
Surprised of her kiss, he kissed her passionately slowly laying her down the couch. "Are we doing it again soon? Here?"
Pam quickly pushed her.
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha! Baby I am just joking. I thought I got a signal," referring to the kiss she initiated.
She pouted, "I won't be kissing you anymore."
"Oh no! It's my fault! Don't be harsh." He acted crying.
She chuckled and glanced on the key in her hand once more. She is still happy receiving it, Little did she know that this entitlement will make her world crumble one day.