I look fragile and weak but don't underestimate me,this girl almost died many times and her heart stabbed many times but she didn't give up to live because I believed that there's a hope for me and a right place for me to live.But when it will happen? I'm still waiting for it,I don't care even it was painful at the end.
You sat at the chair, watching the students read quietly even the others just went in the library to talk.
Hearing some voices everywhere isn't your thing.They not pay you to shut the other's mouth.
You just read there until many students turned over their borrowed books to you,you marked the books and signed it.
You placed the books on the push cart and sighed this is simple than listening to the boring lessons but you didn't used to get bored.Yeah. You're reading a book but still felt the boredom.
After an hour you started to placed the books on their respective shelves that you collected from the students.
Placing them neatly on their book shelves, you didn't care if you're hungry, you just need this things done.
While you were walking through the side of the library, looking for the shelves of Encyclopedias.You hear some voices on the other side of the tall bookshelf.
"So babe,wanna go out somewhere?"
You grunted when you heard a girl flirting with a guy.So you peeked a little bit and you find out that they're making out.
Fucking sluts,this is not a bedroom to have s€x.dios Mio Help them not be the sinful ones.
You pushed the books making it to fall on the other side and those two noticed it ,making them to stop in their make out session,so you crouched down and laughed quietly.
I will clean that up later.
Still crouching,you quietly went to the counter like nothing happened.When the two went out you clean the books fell down on the floor and the other books left on the study table, because of who knows irresponsible student went there to read and just leaving the books at the table.
When you were done,you sat at the counter and to eat your sandwich even it wasn't lunch yet.Let's say it was your brunch because you quickly get the shit out of your house because of your mother.
You leaned on the counter and look around the deserted library. Nowadays, there's a few in this world loves to read the REAL books.
You finished your brunch and take a cup of water from dispenser,you took out your phone to find you have plenty of notifications about your last streaming.
There's a few requests that you do an erotic yaoi fanart.You smirked at that so you replied back that you could draw a yaoi fanart.
Then you noticed that the door suddenly closed to your side.You quickly looked at it to find those three girls before.You just rolled your eyes and continue to drink your water.
"You bitch!you will pay for breaking my nose!"
The girl that you smacked before yelled at you and it sounds like she's struggling to speak because of her bandage covered nose.
"I have no money so get the fuck out of here, I need to work."
You said bluntly before tossing the paper cup to the trash can.Before you could walk out,the two of the girls held your arms.
"Huh, wow! Such a fiesty aren't you!? let's see if you didn't fight back on them."
She pointed behind to see the football varsity players,some of them cracking their knuckles while the other was snickering at your small and fragile figure.It makes you to gulp and shuddered at your mind but you kept your kuudere attitude.
Oh dios Mio, estoy jodido.
"Boys ,beat this bitch up."
The girl commanded,they were about to attack you but you quickly step on the foot of two girls making them to let you go.
You ducked and pushed the two girls to the group of men was about to attack you.You ran outside and went somewhere to hide.
I'm fucked I'm fucked I'm FUCKED!ESTOY JODIDO!
You ran like a madman, without giving a fuck on some students you bumped to, you hide in janitor's storage room you locked the room but the door knob was damaged.
"FUCK!"
You yelled and became nervous when you hear those voices of varsity players searching for you.You quickly looked around and hide to the huge sack of ping pong balls hanging on the wall.
The sack seems too big for you to fit so you just sat there and prayed, you hope that they won't find you.
"Guys wait! let's check this room maybe that bitch was hiding here."
Clenching your fists even more was like you have an argue to murder someone.You took a deep breath and waited them to leave.
You keep your head low and your forehead was sweating,having some irk mark on it.Also your lips and eyebrows twitched in anger.
When the sack you were in was opened,you punched the person who opened it.
"Surprise bitch! You missed me!?"
You jumped out from the sack and attacked each one of them.Majority, you hit them in the head.
Your mind went blank, and you started hitting them with necessary things that your hands could get.
Laughing like a psychopath,this makes the boys shuddered at your creepy manner.They ran off,leaving you there like you're the suspect in a murder.
You frowned and fall to your butt.Tilting your head on the side, putting your pointer finger in the middle of your smooth lips.
"Awwwwww they leave me? I just wanna have fun!hehe hitting them like no tomorrow until their brains come out hahahaha!"
Laughing like no tomorrow was loud enough to echo around the room.Your eyes was like glowing in the dark as your tears fell down on your cheeks.
It happened for hours,you didn't stopped admiring people dying in your hands.You merely punched the small window in the room,taking the biggest piece of shattered glass.
You started tracing lines in your wrists using it and letting your blood to fall on the floor, licking the remaining blood in your hands like a cat.
On sudden realisation, you gasped and looked around the place.It was like disaster.
You scratched your head and got up to your seat.And you felt the air hits your wrists, still the blood was oozing to your newly fresh cuts.
You didn't remember what happened or how you got cuts.All you remember that you were hiding from those motherfuckers.
~Meanwhile~
"Get em down yeah all right dudes!"
Arthur was getting annoyed to this loud American.
Alfred bursted in Arthur's house just have to slumber party.Yeah Arthur refused first but it failed totally because of a li'l bit charm of his younger brother.
"Would you shut your mouth for a while?"
He said to Alfred, but the loud American just chuckled.
"Come on dude!this game is so incredible!Zombie Apocalypse; Ultimate Sniper like BANG!"
Alfred beamed and dancing like an idiot with his hands form like a gun.And Arthur just groaned in frustration,he glanced on the TV and looked down to the videogame cover of it.
(Imagine the cover was a sniper wearing gas mask with that badass explosions on the background)
And Alfred noticed that Arthur was staring at the cover so he snatched it.
"Look dude! demanding Millenialist draw this!the girl I'm talking about and she totally draw a character exactly look like you!"
Arthur just rolled his eyes and remove the ash from his cigarette, maybe he took an interest in the artist.
"I see."
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You went to faculty to say that your duty in the library and the old librarian agreed and she said that you should go home and it's pass 5 PM.
You thanked the old hag but she quickly kick you out of the place.
So you grabbed your bag and head out of the school, you walked down the street while checking your phone.
And you just got a message from a game producer, he thank to you that you draw his videogame cover and for helping him to develop the game so he passed $500 to your account as a payment.
Of course you thanked him for the money, now you have money to get what you want.
You walked down the streets to find the nearest bank, you went to the ATM booth to withdraw the small amount of the payment.
You went to the nearest convenience store and pharmacy to buy the stuff you liked and of course some bandages and disinfectant for your cuts on your wrists.
Once you get all of the stuff you need, you went home but you went inside using the window of your room by climbing to the tree to get on the second floor.
You set your backpack on the floor and sighed, you lay on the bed with your arms on the side.
'What a weird day' you thought, you got up and taking off your shirt.You pulled out the first aid items that you brought and you started to clean your cuts before putting some type of cream so your cuts won't leave some ugly scars on your skin.
You changed into your PJs and prepare for your late streaming while eating a sandwich.Just as they requested,you draw a yaoi fanart.
Same to your passed streamings, you got a bunch of comments, support and requests.After the streaming,you felt droopy so you fell asleep at 8.
[#2]
Kiku was browsing through his laptop and he saw the news you saw a while ago.
To his curiosity, he opened read the article.
He was curious why America's government was exporting some complicated medicines to your country even your country and America has no connection to each other?(almost rivals)so he called Alfred for that.
He called Alfred and it took a minute to pick it up.
"Sup dude!? what's wrong!?"
Japan put his ear away from his phone when he heard the voice of the hyper American.
'roud as arways' he thought to himself once Alfred's voice was calm, he put his ear back to his phone.
"Did your government exported some medicines to (your country)?"
'Dude, we didn't exported some medicines to (your country) we didn't have any connection on that country so it's not ours.'
Japan's eyes widened, so who might it be?
"A-america-san it seems,there are some 'parasytes' in your government."
'what do you mean?'
"There are some sort of sindicate pretended that they were from your government to smuggre some dangerous things to other countries.And the countries wirr brame your government for that."
'Y-youre joking right?'
"No I am not so we have to see that stuff before it's too rate."
'okay dude I will call you where we will meet.'
Japan ended the call started to think a plan, maybe it was a rule breaking to help the allies but America was his friend even the American was annoyingly loud enough to break his ears.But still, he's willing to help.