I thought about it, and finally decided to tell her exactly what I felt at that moment when I really fell in love with her for the first time.
"You once said that you like the song "Suicide" by Clariyah... Actually, that's my favorite song too. So when you said the same thing, I was ecstatic. It was like meeting the other half of me. So please, let us combine, two into one."
She listened with a straight face. After I finished, she kept silent for a while. She spoke when I began to feel uneasy.
"Well, it's the first time. You'll have to practice before next time."
"That..."
"Okay, I see your effort, I'll have sex with you."
"Really!?"
"You seem too happy."
She laughed, then she said:
"Well, take it off."
"What?"
"What? You can't have sex with clothes on."
That was true, so I stood up to take off my clothes. But I feel weird to take off my clothes in front of a woman.
But as she says, you can't start without taking it off.
When I undressed, she didn't undress herself. I was confused, but I still undressed till there's only boxers left.
"Done."
"What are you talking about? What about your boxers?"
She pointed it out, smiling. I had no choice but to take it off. I already have an erection.
She scanned my body carefully and said:
"You're very thin -- Don't you play any sports?"
"I don't like sports..."
I felt a little miserable at being teased about my poor physique.
"Well, anyways, the important part looks good, so it's okay."
She said bluntly, that tone seems that she has seen many penises. Sure, she has lots of experience. Jealousy leaked out of my heart.
"First time having sex?"
"Yes..."
"Masturbation?"
I lied, "Sometimes."
"Pornhub?"
Of course I can't say that the last time I masturbate was watching Clarissa being raped in front of me.
"Yup."
She pursed her lips and finally took off her nightdress and laid it beside her pillow. Dressed in black underwear, she said:
"Let's begin. Invade me with that desire."
"Well..."
"Come on."
The words wake up that scene in my head.
The raping of Clarissa.
I don't want to have sex like that.
Lying. I always wanted to have sex like that.
In the strong sexual impulse - so far in the life of the strongest sexual impulse to drive, I getting closer and closer to Vivi.
Suddenly, she grabbed me roughly by the penis and pulled me right over. I threw myself on her and we both fell on the bed.
There is no need to elaborate on what happened after that. Basically, it was my side that was violated. I resisted at first, but soon became exhausted and had to let her do whatever she wants.
In the midst of her riding me, I was looking at the ceiling, counting spots.
We did the foreplay that I thought existed only in the world of erotic fantasy, we tried anal, blowjob, cowgirl position, doggy style, fist, titfuck, sixty-nine, I cum again and again. I ran out of condoms which I bought from the convenience store, so I had to use the ones she had prepared. She tied the condom and put it in a plastic bag she had prepared. This is something I didn't expect, even when buying condoms I didn't ask for a plastic bag because I thought it was too much trouble. Come to think of it, there's no way to throw a used condom in the trash at her room. She was very well prepared from beginning to the end.