I walked to school.
Walking on my way to school in the blazing sun, I thought about Clarissa having sex with lots of men, it doesn't bring me any excitement. It's not true, I confirmed my thoughts.
I pulled my mp3 out of my bag, put on my earplugs, and played the song "Suicide" by Clariyah. It's not that famous. But I have a special feelings towards this song.
[I am a person of survival
But growing up, that was not really my title
A dead soul who was screaming for revival
A young girl who became suicidal
I felt the hits and the kicks of society
Probably the reason why I suffer from anxiety
I was never in the form of perfection
So I became the best example of neglection
They called me names from fat bitch to white trash
To other shit I won't say, it's that bad
They called me up and would always need back up
Call me a slut and say my family was jacked up
Death threats every time I logged on
Always on some other shit, damn here we go again
I was already alone, now I am looking for a friend
Got no friends so here I am wishing it would end
And it didn't, it never did, was always something
Every time I felt good, they would remind me I was nothing
Every time I was down they couldn't help themselves but kick me
It tore me apart, took all the fight I had left in me
I had enough, I was so fucking done
I couldn't face all the drama so I decided to run
But you can't run forever, eventually you'll get tired
So I just stared at the rope, wishing my life would expire
I mean fuck it, if I am really nothing
Then nobody would stop me from taking that rope and jumping
So I took it, tied it around my little throat and proceeded to jump
When my mom bust in the door, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say
I saw the tears in her eyes, I felt the pain go away
How could I be so selfish, how could I think I am nothing?
When the person who gave me life obviously thought I was something
Now I pray, pray for the people who never saw the light
Pray for the people who still cry at night
And those people will think of my words like protection
Think of them as the light when you fight depression
Cos I know what it's like, I been there before
But for every close room, I'm here to open a door, I'm here to open a door]
Well, that's the song. I listened to it while leaving school.
Suddenly I was attracted by something else.
On the way to school, there is an area like a blank area, only there are very few people there. There is a waste factory in that place. Through the railings, you can see the tires piled up into mountains, and the oil barrels are thrown all over the place. I usually only pass by there, and I didn't pay special attention to it, but the situation is different today.
Because I saw a woman wearing school uniform standing between the tire and the oil drum.
That is Clarissa.
What is she doing here?
When I took off the earplugs in order to get the hearing information, she pushed open the rusty door and entered the waste house that is going to be dumped.
What is she doing there?
I recalled what Ben had said:
- She, I heard that she had sex with lots of men. It seems that someone from Class Four saw Clarissa went to a hotel with two men.
Is she having sex with men in this old factory?
No, this can't be happening. I just come to a conclusion not long ago. She isn't this kind of girl.
But why she entered this waste factory?
Must be confirmed what she is doing there.
I was driven by an indescribable sense of mission and began to look for entry into the factory. The main entrance is blocked as usual. However, there is a railing that is slightly damaged. There wasn't such a hole when I went to school that morning.
Was it destroyed by Clarissa, or the person who was here with her...
After I made up my mind, I entered the factory from there.
The sun was sprayed like a spur, and the house was shaken under the sun. I don't know if the tires are melting under the heat, there is something on the ground that is stuck to the beach. I noticed not to step on those things, and approach the waste house.
When I came to the closed door, I heard the voices of man and woman. But I couldn't hear it clearly.
When Clarissa opened the door just now, the sound could be heard outside the fence. I think that opening this door again will definitely be discovered by the people inside. Is there anywhere else I can peek?
After exploring, I found a hole in the lower part of the outer wall. I landed on all fours and peeked inside from there.
I can see the legs of three people. A girl wearing school uniform, that is Clarissa. Then a pair of trousers and a pair of jeans sandwiched her in the middle, and the distance between the three legs was too close, which makes me feel uncomfortable, it looks like an ugly six-legged monster.
Suddenly, Clarissa was landed on all fours on the ground like me. The hands from the trousers guy took off her skirt and panties roughly, combined with her from the back. The jeans guy grabbed the head of Clarissa and let her do the blowjob.
This is a moment of decision. Ben is correct.
Clarissa really is that kind of person.
Under the rude treatment of the two, her expression looks like a little happy - no, it looks like it might be because the words of Ben made me a little preconceived. Her expression at that time, I really don't remember.
Only one thing is clear. Looking at her, I feel a significant sexual excitement. Even though I haven't got any sex experience, but I know how to masturbate. But no matter what kinds of pornographic material, can't make me THIS excited before.
I liberated the penis that was going to break, and I started to masturbate. I forgot the fear that it will be seen by people passing by.
Clarissa, who contains different male penis in the mouth, leaked out some moaning. The voice didn't bring me coolness as usual, it makes me even hotter.
The sun of hell burns my body.
Finally I reached the apex. I climaxed. Sweat and semen are everywhere.
With orgasm, heat stroke, and self-loathing, my consciousness receded. I want to go to sleep...
But the next moment --
"Jack!" Someone is calling me. Who is it? It's Clarissa.
Looking through the hole in the wall, I caught her eye directly.
In an instant all the blood had drained from my body.
"Hey! Who's there!"
Suit pants and jeans came running.
I hurriedly put on my trousers and ran away.
I ran through the gap in the railing and raced along the road.
There was no sense of them coming after me.