He was leaving. Maybe I won't see him again. I wanned to change things. The misunderstandings.....
Fuck this shit. I wanned to apologize.....
He didn't turn back for once. Yes....he's upset. I ran out in the rain. It's raining too hard but he didn't take an umbrella. Where is he....
There! Why is he still walking!
"Nolan!" Please turn back!
He turned back...
"Why are you here?"
"I wanned to apologize again." I...er...I..am really sorry.. I really am..."
"This is no misunderstanding."
"Then, I'm confessing I have wronged."
We stayed quite for a couple of seconds then he opened his mouth to say something.
"Go home." "No, first tell me you have forgiven me."
"Not that it matters."
What is he talking about? You mean the most to me!
"It does, Nolan...it does."
"Why is that?" He looked at me straight.
"Because....I have fallen for you"
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If you ever thought killing the boss in House Of The Dead 2 was a great deed of yours as a kid, then let me tell you, it's not that great. Because when you will grow up, the games you're gonna play, I bet you're going to die over 10 times in each complicated levels. And for me, it's the same. I would laugh over my childhood record because it's stupid.
Just like this math test I took today. I don't know. Maybe I'm going to fail this test. Well I don't care. I'm yet not in a mood to care or study.
As the week passed I had several thoughts of how to escape from school without getting caught. But who knew my parents would admit me in a school with really strict guarding. It's boring and tiring.
Math tests result came today and yes I failed. Just like I said, I don't care. This stingy Caspian became really moody lately.
"Caspian!" I heard mom calling my name loudly from downstairs. I don't feel like responding so I just kept quiet. "Caspian! Can you hear me?"
"Leave me alone!" "Come downstairs right now!"
"What mom?" I yawned as I went downstairs scratching my neck. "Your class teacher called few minutes ago." "What's about that?"
"Caspian, you failed your math test! And you're still talking to me like that?"
"Is that a big deal? I sit for re-test."
"There are no chances before summer vacation. What are you doing?!" And there goes her hours staying lectures. I sighed deeply. She frowned at me.
"Stop sighing and be serious about studies. Now go take a shower."
I left the kitchen and went upstairs to my room. It was 7 in the evening and I was bored. Before I took a shower I called Brian, my best friend and told him to go to our secret hideout.
It was half miles away from my place. I took my bike and rode there. The place always amazed and calmed me. As we were killing our time doing almost nothing but smoking and chatting I got a call from my mom.
"Yes mom?"
"Where are you?"
"Out."
"Out where, Caspian?"
"Your dad is home and he is angry. Come home ASAP!"
"Why is he home so early?"
"I don't know. Just come home."
As I went back home, I heard shouting from inside. I didn't want to go in. I was fed up. This was my daily routine. I'm so sick of it! I wanna run away so I don't have to see all these faces everyday.
"Caspian! Where the hell were you?!" Dad screamed at me as I went inside.
"Just out with Brian."
"How many times have I told you not to stay with that kid? He's is a bad influence."
You think you're any better? I didn't say anything.
"Honey, calm down. He had a bad day. Let him go now."
"Exactly! He's making our days bad as well. I'm going to get him a home tutor!"
"Dad, what?!"
"Yes, a home tutor so you can't escape from studies."
"That's ridiculous. I don't need a tutor. I'm fine!"
"We saw that, how fine you are. You're getting a tutor and that's final."
I groaned and kicked my bedroom's door. It hurt my leg back and I groaned in pain again. A home tutor? A curse!
The next morning I almost forgot about all the tutor thing and went to school. My math teacher told me about the re-test after summer vacation. Summer vacation was just 3 days away and then I remembered how it's going to get spoiled by this home tutor.
"So your mom is going to look for someone?" Brian said while we were at the locker room. It was P.E.
"Precisely."
"I bet it's going to be some ugly nerd with round heavy rimmed glasses."
"Yikes. That sounds horrible."
"I know, mate!"
P.E was exhausting. I guess if they let us just exercise, that would be better. Soccer isn't my thing.
As I came from the field and sat across the bench, I hard some girls cheering my name out. I wonder why they are cheering for me...I didn't even make a goal...
"Mate, aren't you famous?" Brian chuckled.
"Huh?" "Look at all those hot chicks cheering for you. I would totally want that."
"As if I want it?"
"What are you saying?"
"I barely know them."
Brian gave me questioned look and started laughing.
"You're one in a thousand."
I don't know. I really didn't want any of those girls. Instead, I felt irrigated so I left the field.
After school I went home walking because I lent my bike to Brian. I found a new pair of shoes at the entrance. Who came I wonder. Well not like I care. I was going towards my room when I was called.
"Caspian! Come here." Mom said loudly. I wonder what it is now.
"Yes, mom?" I found a new face in the living. Who is this?
"Nolan, meet Caspian." Mom said as she pointed towards me with a smile. I bent my neck to give a small nod. He's called Nolan? Who names their kid Nolan? Hilarious.
"And Caspian, this is Nolan. Your home tutor for the summer vacation."
"What?" I got startled. He is the tutor? He is nothing like Brian explained a tutor to be. Instead, he is handsome and looks like a model. What the heck am I saying? Get a grip Caspian, he's a guy.
Then it happened. He looked at me with those brown bright eyes, smiled softly and said 'Hi' with almost an husky voice. I thought I was devoured for a moment. I was lost.
"H..Hello." was all I could say and turn away.