6 December 2012: It is getting serious so I went to hospital for a check up. I will get the results in two days, falling sick in a foreign country, extremely miss you. How I wish you will tell me, don't worry I will always be by your side.
When Adrian wad reading Violet diary, he felt his heart has clench together. He did not know he had hurt her this badly. How much she love him even though he had hurt her deeply. How difficult her life was when she left him. He also regretted not looking for her and bring him back. He continue reading and learnt a shocking truth.
8 December 2012: I went to the doctor to collect my health report. I was shocked to find out, it was not gastric problem or indigestion. It was a 4 week old foetus inside me. It was Adrian and my child. I was in a dilema, I could not bear to abort it. It was probably a gift from heaven. But could I raise it on my own? Should I return to Adrian and tell him. What if I get hurt again?
20 December 2012: I went to the hospital for a follow up check up and I heard the baby's heartbeat for the first time. It is the most beautiful sound I heard. I was so happy to hear that the baby is in a good condition. How I wish you were here to share my joy. How have you been? Miss you like any other days.
5 March 2013: I went to the hospital to check with the doctor if I could take an airplane and the doctor say the foetus is well in my womb and it is safe for me to fly but I should be extra careful. I start to plan for my return to country S. Will we meet in country S? What should I say if we run into each other. Will you misunderstand that I am already married?
9 March 2013: I am back in country S but I am not ready to face you yet. I pass by an orphanage when I was aimlessly roaming around. The director was such a nice lady, she provide me a place to stay and three meals a day as long as I volunteer to teach and look after the kids. It was really a good place and I am very happy playing with the kids here.
15 March 2013: I am having bad morning sickness. It made me miss you even more, you would definitely dote on this child when he were born but I did not dare to let you know now. I went for the check up and the doctor ask me if I want to know the gender of this baby but I said I would prefer not to know. But I have an instict that it will be a boy, a boy as handsome as you.
10 July 2013: I am nine months pregnant now. My tummy has really gotten quite big and it is quite difficult for me to move but I can't wait to see this little one. He is very healthy and is always kicking me. I would always imagine you holding the baby for the first time. Will you look for me first or the baby first. The director has also been helping me to prepare for my birth. It is difficult during pregnancy but I have never regretted keeping it as it was your child.
13 August 2013: It is 2 days after the due date for the baby to come out but he/she does not seem to want to come out. I will go to the hospital to prepare for my birth. How I wish you can welcome the baby to the world with me.
15 August 2015: After 8 hours of pain, I heard his first cry. I was so touched to see him. He has a large eye just like you. From some angle, I could really see a duplicate of you in him. I have not give him a name yet as I want you to name him but I have given him a nickname, little candy because of a sweet incident between you and me. When you see him, you would definitely love him as much as I do."
Adrian eyes were reddened again.
"Violet, you little fool, why didn't you told me liitle candy was my son. Why did you not come back to me when you know you were pregnant. You will not suffer so much alone if I was by your side. You even ask me to send him to orphanage, what if I really send him away? I would make a huge mistake. I really miss you alot"