"Who are you?" my mother says walking up to me. I take a few steps back. I don't know how to explain to her what has happened to me or who I am to her. "I'm no one." I tell her. She doesn't believe me. "If you are no one, why were you in my daughter's room? And with her bestfriend?" She says with a stern look. Fuck. I don't know what to do.
"I didn't know Grace couldn't have any other friends." I start to make my way past her. She puts her hands out and grabs me. She pulls me toward her and stares into my eyes. She looks deeply into them for what seems like forever and then she smiles.
"J-Jessica is.....is that y-you?" She says with tears forming in her eyes.
Shit. Shit shit shit. Do I tell her. How will she take it? Fuck. I pull away and start making my way to the back of the store. Mother runs after me and I let her catch up for some reason. I guess I feel terrible. She grabs me and stops me. I'm much stronger than her so I could get away if I wanted to. "Jessica, I know it's you. Stop running from me. Just tell me it's you! Please!" She pleads with me.
"I don't know who you are lady. Please just leave me alone." I turn my face away from her hiding the fact that I'm starting to tear up. She let's her grasp go on my arm. I make my way further away from her with tears starting to fall. What am I doing. Why didn't I tell her who I was. Sadness pours through my body and I can't contain it. Tears start to fall rapidly now.
I'm fully behind the store where we landed and I fall to the ground and just let it flow. The blood red tears fall to the ground and after a few they start to slowly disappear as if nothing ever was there. You would think I would start to become more emotionless being a vampire. But I feel like I have just become more emotional. I hear footsteps coming up behind me and I can smell it's Asher and Grace. They both put a hand on each of my shoulder. I look up to them with red tears falling down my face.
"Why did I choose this for myself! I just want to disappear!!" I scream out. I chose this because I wanted to change. I didn't want to be that fat girl with basic looks. I hated the family I had and wanted to get away from them. That is why I chose this. I forced Grace to change me even though she didn't want to. She has dealt with the heartache and pains of being a vampire. I just whimper more at the thought of everything and they embrace me harder. "I think we should go. I have to pack." I say shooting out my wings. I grab them both and shoot up into the sky.
I land in the backyard and let them go and walk to the door without saying a word. I make my way upstairs and start packing my things rapidly. I slam my suitcase shut and just stand their with my arms on the top of it. Anger is slowly making it's way through my body. I can barley control it. I take a deep breath in.......then out. In.....then out. Okay I feel a little better.
I take a seat on my bed and put my hands over my face. My beautifully sculpted face. I just want to scream my fucking lungs out. This fucking day couldn't get any worse! I feel the rage just building up inside me. I may explode any moment. I literally feel like I am going to explode. I just close my eyes and scream at the top of my lungs. It's such a loud scream that any glass around shatters instantly. Another vampire trait that I dont want to deal with right now. What else could possibly ruin this day.
I get myself together and go downstairs. Grace and Asher look in shock. "I-i'm sorry Grace, I broke all the glass in our room. I'll give you money to have it fixed." I say with a frown. "Jessica, I know you are going through a rough time. I know it hasn't been easy on you since you have been changed. But please know we will get through this together." Grace says while moving towards me to give me a hug. After a few moments of comfort in her arms I pull away. "What do you mean together, you're staying here." She just looks at me and give me a smile.
"No silly, im coming with you!"
No fucking way. She can't come can she? "How will you take care of things around here....and...and your job. What will they say?" I say with a stutter. It surely wouldn't be the right thing to do. Plus what if she gets hurt. "Grace, while I do appreciate you wanting to come and support me, but do y....." Grace puts her small palm up to stop me.
"Jessica I do not give one shit if you think it's best or not.... I am coming and there are no ifs ands or buts about it." She gives me another smile. I smile back and pull her into a hug. There is no point in arguing. She's a stubborn vampire. Although I don't necessarily think it's all her fault. Vampires are very stubborn since the day they become one.
We all just hang around the livingroom for awhile watching television when suddenly I feel my eyes change and the next thing I know it feels like I'm outside but I know im not. There is my mother standing infront the the door contemplating knocking. She just stands there for a few moments and then knock.
I shoot back to reality as she knock.
"It's my mother..."
*To be continued*