I Need One Of Those Long Hugs Where You Kinda Forget Whatever Else Is Happening Around For A Minute
They Ask , "How Are You Doing?"
But What They Mean Is
"Are You Over Yet."
My Lips Say "Fine. Thanks"
But My Eyes Tell A Different Story My Heart Sings A Different Tune
And My Soul Just Weeps.
I Want To Scream That I Can't Do This Shit Anymore
"How Do You Feel?"
Betrayed , Lost , Angry , Unloved , Lonely , Abandoned , Confused , Worthless , Defeated , Like Failure , Depressed , Trapped , Unhappy
Constricted , Broken , Used , Hated
"Fine".
I'm Losing My Mind But All I Can Do Is Keep Quite And Smile.
I Miss Me
The Old Me
The Happy Me
The Bright Me
The Smiling Me
The Laughing Me
The Gone Me.
I'd Rather Tell A Stranger All Of My Problems Then Tell A Friend Or Family Member Who'll Judge Me.
She's In Hell Battling Demons
She'll Never Defeat.
I'm Stuck Between Trying To Live My Life And Trying To Run From It.
They Say The End Is Coming Sooner But The End Is Already Here.
There's Just Something About All That Blood ,
I Drown In It.
My Thoughts Will Kill Me In The End.
Deep Inside
Where Nothing Is Fine
I Have Lost My Mind
Sometimes A Hug Is Worth
More Than A Thousand Words
Hope You're Having Good Day Somewhat Better Than Me.