I Need One Of Those Long Hugs Where You Kinda Forget Whatever Else Is Happening Around For A Minute

They Ask , "How Are You Doing?"

But What They Mean Is

"Are You Over Yet."

My Lips Say "Fine. Thanks"

But My Eyes Tell A Different Story My Heart Sings A Different Tune

And My Soul Just Weeps.

I Want To Scream That I Can't Do This Shit Anymore

"How Do You Feel?"

Betrayed , Lost , Angry , Unloved , Lonely , Abandoned , Confused , Worthless , Defeated , Like Failure , Depressed , Trapped , Unhappy

Constricted , Broken , Used , Hated

"Fine".

I'm Losing My Mind But All I Can Do Is Keep Quite And Smile.

I Miss Me

The Old Me

The Happy Me

The Bright Me

The Smiling Me

The Laughing Me

The Gone Me.

I'd Rather Tell A Stranger All Of My Problems Then Tell A Friend Or Family Member Who'll Judge Me.

She's In Hell Battling Demons

She'll Never Defeat.

I'm Stuck Between Trying To Live My Life And Trying To Run From It.

They Say The End Is Coming Sooner But The End Is Already Here.

There's Just Something About All That Blood ,

I Drown In It.

My Thoughts Will Kill Me In The End.

Deep Inside

Where Nothing Is Fine

I Have Lost My Mind

Sometimes A Hug Is Worth

More Than A Thousand Words

Hope You're Having Good Day Somewhat Better Than Me.