The next morning I woke up a bit late . I was so engrossed in my sorrow that it was until very late at night I could really fall asleep.
Next I was agitated over every petty thing and matter . My dear mom who loved me a lot was subjected to such earth-shattering words that I instantly broke down after I had finished saying. I had never said such words to mom. Never ever.
I slowly realised that my studies are the most important thing in my life. My parents are the ultimate. And I won't ever fall in love with someone, especially him. I will forget I have ever loved someone. I had lost faith in love completely. I pledged to be the most dutiful daughter. I won't marry at all.
Only weak people fall in love. I will shoulder the responsibilities of my family just like a son.
I begged mom for forgiveness. And with strong determination I started studying.I won't be that stupid girl anymore, the one who can be easily toyed with.
I completed my lessons on time. Although those harsh words popped up as nightmares when I zoned out a bit. But I had stopped feeling about him after that with my heart..
He was just the same as the people I had met in the past. People disposed of me just after their requirements were met.
They never clearly understood my feelings.I hid it so well that they had forgotten to treat me as a person anymore...
With a deep scar engraved on my heart I decided to move on. And decided to rewrite my own destiny with the people who desire me the most.
I thought So... that I can rewrite it successfully . But destiny had prepared something else for me….