I know I can't fool my self,
I know I'm not capable of doing it,
I know its impossible ,
And I know it is so terrible.
I am not that good, neither enough
I can't fight this feeling, I just can't,
I did everything, I really did fight,
But fighting alone isn't enough.
I stop the tears that has been falling,
I faced my fear, which is fear of rain,
I stay awake when the thunder growled,
I fight my self, not to fall.
I walked alone under the sad moon,
I pretended like I don't know your tone,
I move my self and tried to move on,
But I just can't, 'coz I don't want to be alone,
The stars,the moon and the sunset---
It was all the same, its perfect,
But I can't even appreciate the beauty of it,
From the story we have I don't want to escape.
I can't move on, I'm scared of being alone,
I can't move forward, I can't leave my home,
I can't let you go, 'coz I am too scared,
I don't want to be alone' coz I'm not that brave.