Kidnapping. Death. Torture. Losing. Etc..
I learnt all kind of pain.
'Recollection of the past'
Lingxue was a young pure and innocent lost child. She is an orphan or so she thought but one day she saw herself standing on a fancy occasion wearing a beautiful dress with a smile on her face.
She knew it wasn't her but she's curious who was that person whom looked exactly like her.
To meet that person, she tried her best in everything so that she can appear on the news or the TV. And she did.
She scored the perfect score in her studies and was interviewed by a reporter. That fateful day that she had waited for so long finally came. She was hoping that her existence was known.
She waited as day turn into weeks and weeks turn into month.
She could still remember the time when they finally reach out to her. A tall silhouette accompanied with a young beautiful woman and a youth looking like a carbon copy of her.
They came knocking on the orphanage door that day requesting to meet her. She remembered their hopeful looks.
Turns out that they were her biological family. She was very emotional when they brought her home but now she regretted her decision back then.
'Back to Present'
Lingxue was covered in blood. She was hugging Lingyue's cold bloody corpse as tears ran down her cheeks.
"If it weren't for you, we would've let the Fu's live a peaceful life."
That word etched on her heart. Her family, the Fu's are one of the prestigious family in the capital. Because she made a wrong decision, the family vanished just like that.
Their mother was kidnapped, tortured and r*ped before her corpse were sent back anonymously.
No one could track anything. Their company went bankrupt and their father followed his wife steps.
Even with the two of them twins they tried to survived in this world trying to live for their family sake. Hoping that one day they could revived the Fu's again like old time.
But they were wrong. From the beginning till end, there was only ending waiting for them.
There's a hidden force behind the Fu's without anyone realizing even the Fu's were oblivious toward it. No one know.
They were allowed to live not because of how powerful they are but because they were allowed to. The day when Lingxue entered the Fu's household is the day when they sign their death.
Their family member were hunted one after another. Tears ran down her cheeks. Regret, sorrow, pain, were stabbing her deep down. Only her alone was spared.. no.. more like she was forced to shoulder all the blame.
They were telling her that it's her fault that the Fu's crumbled into nothingness. And yes, they had succeeded.
"Daddy, mommy, Yue... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry.." she cried.
To relieve herself from the pain, Lingxue committed suicide that night to reunite with her family.
"ue.. Xue.. Lingxue wake up!" A voice snapped her awake.
"Mori? How?" She muttered confused.
"You are having a nightmare. Look you are sweating so much that your clothes all drenched." Mori uttered worriedly.
"Sorry.. " She replied
Mori shook her head. "Go change your clothes. I doubt you can sleep like this." She said as she climbed on her own bed and doze off.
After changing her clothes, Lingxue didn't go back to sleep. She's laying on her bed thinking back to present time. Was all of that is just a dream? The future? She's totally confused.
Was she really crave for a family that she's starting to dream a wild fantasy of hers during sleep? Soon fatigue wash over her and she doze off.
Next morning.
Mori were sitting beside her while they are having their lunch. This scene is familiar Lingxue thought inwardly. And she's right. This is the exact day happen 4 years ago when she found out about her family.
"That girl looks like you." Mori commented awed as she stared on the TV intently. While Mori's spouting nonsense, Lingxue was deep in thought.
Was I been through rebirth? Is it possible?
It's not logic at all but if.. if.. all is this was true then.. what should I do?
"Don't give me the cold shoulder when I'm talking to you brat!" Mori fumed when Lingxue wasn't paying attention toward her.
Lingxue snapped from her thought. She glance toward Mori as she smiled slightly. "Sorry Mori. I wasn't trying to ignore you. Just something caught my mind back there."
"You better be." she scowled slightly.
Mori is her closest friend in the orphanage. They were like sisters to others. They knew how close they are and whenever they saw them, the other called the the MoXue twins as they never leave each other company.
That day they spent their time as usual but Mori was a little bugged when she notices a small changes in Lingxue behavior. Others wouldn't notice but she could as she spent her entire time with Lingxue.
She hoped that she's wrong.
Later that night, when everyone was sleeping deeply, Lingxue woke up. She took her possession and stuffed them inside her worn-out bag. Before she fled, she sat on Mori's bed pecking her on the forehead and cheeks.
"Sorry Mori for not telling you anything before going. Just know that I loved you so much in this world my dear friend." she said softly.
After saying her goodbye's, Lingxue left the orphanage late in the night and disappear in the dark night. Unbeknownst to her that the moment she left, Mori opened her eyes as tears dropped down her cheeks.
"Stupid Lingxue." she uttered as she cried the whole night. She knew that after this, she won't be able to meet her again.
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