From the very moment that the time started… I realised that it didn't change absolutely anything at all. Or rather, I was humble enough to acknowledge the fact that with how things were going at the current rate, my sanity would be long lost if I were to wait for anything even close to life to appear in this world.
In fact, in how insanely vast it was, even if is instantly forwarded to the period where there were some forms alive in it already, the insanity remained.
After all, how would I be better than an entire technological civilisation when it came to looking through the endless emptiness of space?