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Chapter 10 - Going to meet a real jerk

Good going me, excellent plan go into a park with no knowledge where the nearest toilet is. Smart move now what do I do? Pee on the nearest tree. HELL NO! GOD I just want to run out of here but I do have to keep my image and looking like an idiot is a no no in my book. For now let's go in the other direction. No way am I letting anyone drag me back to school when I'm finally able to escape like a pro. My safest bet is just.... going the other direction.

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Now that's something you don't see every day. A cute punk like girl trying to hold back. My guess... toilet. Too bad their isn't any in this park unless you want to count the never clean ones less than two minutes from here. Don't think anyone has used those in about two years. I think since that gramps retired three years ago.

Anyways she will have to use the ones at the shopping centers. Many of the shops don't allow walk in to use theirs unless they buy something. I can't help but smirk at the thought.... this is going to be fun to watch.

But what was she doing way out here if she had to go that bad. I'll take a look around and see what she was up to then I'll go to work. I think she sat somewhere over here by the old tree. What was she doing out here anyways it's not like she could find something I out here.

It took me a minute to actually figure out what I'm supposed to look for and understand why she had to be all the way out here. I won't go into the details, but I think I can ginally start to understand why she is the ways she is. This however, doesn't seem to stop the many questions pop into my head and at the some questions I've had also seem to be answered with just this letter. Interesting, it looks like I just found a new toy to play with. Now how do I set up the bait to get this game going. I think I just found a new PEN PAL to talk with and using a P.O.BOX can help cover up my tracks.

Since the nearest post office is the one where uncle Louis works I can just ask him with getting a small unit for us to use. He will still make me pay for it, I'm sure of it. I just gotta make sure it can for up to three mini boxes in it.

This time it's my turn to kneel down and start writing a responds. Maybe not to her question, but maybe letting her know that she is not alone. And despite the fact that she wants to be the new "PUNK QUEEN". Funny thing is she does look the part, so cute. She is still just a child and she's so easy to play with.... too bad I can't play with her like that at school, but if she enters the right shop then I guess she will get a chance to meet the ''other" me. For now let's just go with...

"If you want answers then don't write your question on the ground. Don't you know how many people walk by here and you go around writing something personal like that so the world could see. Only an idiot would think this is a smart move I even feel sorry for your mother.

Your mom sounds sweet but is she an idiot just like you? Didn't she ever teach you any common sense?

Guess I have no choice but to teach you some. Go to your nearest P.O. BOX and ask them to open box number 102. If they don't let you, tell them Calvin sent you. That should do the trick baby. Don't be stupid wanna be PUNK QUEEN or don't do it when I'm not looking, you look so pitiful I can't help but smile. Make sure to always give me a good show"

I think this should have insulted her well enough. She looks like the proud type, no doubt in my mind she will go out of her way to find me and call me out in anyway she can. And for those of you asking why Calvin? Easy, that's the fake name I use to get ride of annoying girls who ask me out on a date, ask for my name or just asking for my number.

Don't get me wrong I do like the name by itself but it's the meaning behind it that will keep everyone away. Do your homework maybe you will figure it out and understand why the name Calvin just happens to fit me to the "T". And I guess the perfect word or in this case song that will fit her well.... "Complicated" look it and maybe you will understand what I'm talking about.

Keeping an eye on her will be fun in many ways and it looks like she went to "FLORA TEA HOUSE". Perfect choice Punk Queen. You will be turning into a lady inside that shop and I'm sure she will have a lot of fun playing with NAVIN VON. Hope she likes the silent type.

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I just got a shiver on the back of my neck. Instinct made me look to the left and to the right .... nothing maybe I'm wrong but whatever it is, it can't be good. Besides that what's up with these shops. All of them had this whole 'no money no service' vib I couldn't enter just so I could use the restroom if I didn't buy anything talk about bad luck. The only reason I walk into this shop was only for the private feel it gives out. The restroom is so clean and fresh I decided to do Dine In instead of to go. And now I'm waiting for my strawberry tart and herbal tea in the back table with a window view of the park I had just walked out of.

The green and fresh trees look so vivid while the over-grown grass makes it look more like a hiking ground than a normal park. I can actually see myself walking in like a "normal" person and coming out like a wild animal. Wouldn't that be funny to see. Letting out a low laugh, lets let my brain relax and wonder off.... at least that's what I want to do, however life is so cruel.

Here I thought I was going to have a chance to try this interesting dessert, but the waiter (sexy looking by the way) brought me a delicious treat with a horrible written message.

"A man left this note for you miss" he informed me, "Said you will know what he means by it"

I have to keep myself in check and make sure not to give myself away. It's not the first time this happens to me.... got to play it cool. Giving the waiter and kind smile taking the note only to read "Mom loves you too". Forcing every muscle in my body to go against my instincts to leave. I forced myself to stay seated and act like the note meant nothing. If I was still I could get someone to figure out who sent it I could make them pay with blood. However, I don't have anyone like that here so finding them is going to take longer then I want it to.

They have found a weakness of mine but that doesn't mean I'll just beg. No, this bastard wants a fight. Than I will give him one.... Scanning the letter again, looking for some clues or even a name... nothing... interesting.... this will be fun