🔸30TH APRIL 2007🔸
🔵I love Mahiru chan! I've been taking care of her and she's spending more time with ME! I'm so happy! Mom hasn't bothered us anymore! Mahiru is spending so much time with me now that I couldn't be HAPPIER! I love you so much Mahiru! I love you more than anything in this world! I love you so much!
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••••••I will always love you. 🔵
🔴 MITSURU FUKUYAMA 🔴
Why did I have to read this?! I regret immediately. I hate myself! Why was I like that?!..I wasn't happy at all! I can't do it anymore! Nobody can tell me to not give up because this is NOT giving up! Giving up is when you have no control over yourself! When you feel weak over everything! Feeling like you want to die! But I've had enough! And enough is enough!! It doesn't mean that you want to give up!
When you're tired...learn to rest..not give up... I know that! Because I've had full experience of that! And I had to learn it the hard way! That's why I'm ALIVE!
✴"Hey...Mitsuru..." The two siblings were both laying on the bed, together. "Yes...Mahiru.." He said as he turned around. "I'll protect you...No matter what happens..." Mahiru says gently as she smiles and strokes Mitsuru's hair.
"I know that...I'll make sure to protect you too..."
"Thank you...I'm..sorry..." Her smile faded.
"For what?..."
"I promised to give you a happy life...But I've failed...I'm so sorry...." She looked down in guilt.
"Don't be! I'm happy to be with you right now! This is the best life I could've ever have!"
"Thank you so much Mitsuru..." Mahiru squeezed him tightly. "No matter what...When your world is at it's darkest peak..Remember...The sun will always rise...Never lose hope..."
"I promise I won't..."
"You'll always love me, right..."
"Yes...I will always love you, Mahiru. No matter what."✴
🔴MITSURU FUKUYAMA 🔴
Mahiru was 15 and I was 7 years old. It's been 10 years now...and I still haven't gotten over it. Why did I love her so much? I loved her for 9 years...Now...I can't get over it...