After we see that Hazel is finally sound asleep, Aiden and I decide to watch a movie in the living room. Trying to keep my distance from Aiden, now that I know I like him, I sit on the right side of the couch.
Aiden raises an eyebrow at me before sitting in the middle of the couch. I grab the remote from the table and go to hand it over to him but instead of grabbing the remote, he grabs my wrist.
I look up at him and he smirks. "Why are you sitting so far away, Bambi? I won't bite.."
Not knowing how to get out of that question, I shrug and scoot closer to him. He wraps his arm around my shoulders before leaning down closer to my ear.
"Unless you want me to, that is."
I look up at him quickly, not caring that my blush is in full blast. Honestly, I don't know why I was blushing. Maybe the way he said it. But, what had my mind spinning was, why in the world would someone want someone else to bite them.
"You okay there, Bambi?" Aiden asks. "I was only joking."
I decide to ask him because if I don't, I'll never find out, right?
"Aiden, why would someone want to be bitten?"
He chuckles. "One day, you'll find out."
I shake my head. "I have less than three months, Aiden. What if in not able to find out? Then.. I'll always wonder what you meant by that."
His eyes get serious as he leans back slightly to look into my eyes. He seems to be thinking hard about something before he finally sighs after a minute and starts playing with my hair while looking down at me.
"Do you wanna see?" He asks me.
"Are you asking me if I want you to bite me?" I ask, just to make sure we were still on that subject.
He rolls his bottom lip into his mouth, biting softly, which was so.. Yummy.
I don't know why that thought entered my brain but really I can't take it back because its the beat way to describe what that did to me.
"Yes, Bambi. That is what in asking you." Aiden smirks.
"Yes. I want to know if I'd want to be bitten because frankly, I'm curious." I tell him honestly.
He stares at me for a few moments, never be breaking eye contact before he sits up slightly, pulling me up with him so that we are now facing each other.
"Lean your head to the side so that I can see your neck." He tells me, his voice lowering suddenly.
I do as he says, moving my hair out of his way. He leans in closer, slowing, watching to see if I'd change my mind.
Finally, his soft lips gently kiss my jaw. Slowly placing soft kisses until he gets to my neck. I let out a soft sigh, my heart speeding up from his lips touching me.
He gently nibbles at my skin causing my body to react in a way I never even knew about. I close my eyes, enjoying the way his lips feel against my skin.
Then, he kisses the part of my neck that he was biting and kissing before pulling away.
I look up at him quickly, hating the distance he put between us. His eyes were darker than usual and his breathing was heavy as he looked down at me. Finally, he runs his fingers through my hair and smirks.
"Did you like it?"
My face was probably as red as a tomato but I couldn't look away from him. His eyes darkened and I wanna know what that meant. Could Aiden like me to?
I sigh internally at that question. That most definitely is not what that meant..
"Are you okay, Bambi? I only did what you asked." Aiden says, suddenly frowning as if he's trying to figure out his mistake.
"I did like it. But it made me feel something that I've never felt before." I admit, looking down so that I didn't have to look into his captivating eyes.
He smiles down at me. No, not smirks, smiles. I love his smile. "I liked it, too."
I raise my eyebrows and look up at him. "Can I try it on you?"
His face showed the shock he felt at that moment and I instantly regretted the question.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked that. I didn't many to be so straight forward, but I just thought since you liked doing it to me, that you might like it if I did it to you. You know what, that makes no since I just wanted to make you feel the way you made me feel. No wait... Holy jellyfish, that came out wrong. I don't want to make you do anything you don't want, I just..."
"Bambi."
I look back at him, finally looking back into his eyes, scared of what he might think.
"If you want to practice your biting skills on me, I'm definitely not going to say no." He tells me seriously.
I smile up at him before leaning in the same way he did to me. I start the same way that he did. Kissing his jawline all the way down to his neck. I don't know what possessed me to do it but I wanted to taste him. He's just so yummy looking. So, I lick his neck causing a deep growl from Aiden as he places his hands on my hips.
"Jesus, Bambi." He groans out as I swirl my tongue around before nibbling softly the way he had done to me.
His grip tightens around my waist as he pulls my body closer to him. I wanted to be closer to him so I climb onto the couch but he instead pulls me on top of him. His fingers run a soft trail down my back causing me to gap slightly. I lift my head to look down at him.
I want to kiss him so badly. But I know that this was just practice. He said so himself. He likes Darcy. A lot. I heard what he said at that party. I can't stand in his way to happiness. So, with a forced smile, I climb off of him and back onto the couch before saying,
"So, what movie so you wanna watch?
Sorry it's been awhile, guys. I'm suffering from severe depression and have been doing a lot of therapy here lately. And on mother's day, I lost my adoptive mom. So it's getting worse than it was. I'm managing for now though. One step at a time.