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Can I Get Love In My Life?

🇮🇳hatey
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"I can never get pregnant in this life , do you think i'am worthless?" Samantha asks as her eyes filled with tears. "You are my lil baby so why do we need another one ,Who says you are worthless is a dumb puppy" and kiss away her tears. "HAHAHA" , this caused Samantha to laugh with her whole heart. "I'am willing to give you my heart and my life , you are not my love but my world" continued with eyes full of gentleness. After traveling from world to world her empty shell began to fill with love given by him in every world. But can that love last till the end ,after both remember their pain from their past . Maybe or maybe not. Samantha was a goddess in her previous life , married to a mysterious and powerful man but fell in love with a Devil. Now she needs to get the heart of same Devil in different worlds. She never loved by the family that she held dear despite their disgust and hate. Only when Samantha was thrown into the forest by those who ra**d and abused , did she regain her memories about her real family and power's. Can Samantha get the love of Devil where their circumstances and identities never allow? Can they have a happy life in each world? Can she open her heart for him ,when her life is a misery in real world? Can she get love in her life? *********** The cover doesn't belong to me. I took it from Google.
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Chapter 1 - Real world-1 [Ruined By Beasts]

DARK !!Dark!! Dark!!

In the huge dark room ,a petite figure chained to the ground.

The red blood surrounded her entire being.

Samantha looks at the ceiling as her peach golden eyes emits large raindrops like tears.

"I was surrounded by darkness by the time I remember in my life and now IAM in the same darkness".

"By recalling the painful memory, my heart feels as if it's going to die, feels as if someone has stabbed deep into her heart which will leave a life long scar."

"Even though they always gave me pain and treated me as humble as a bug , I never have even thought that they can even do this to me".

They wanted to see her in pain and she did.

They wanted her to suffer from humiliation and shame and she did.

They wanted her to not talk back when her classmates insult's her and she did.

She did everything they say hopping foolishly that one day they can forgive her for the crime she don't remember and love her , like they do to her sister.

But what they have done, they have thrown her into this hell to suffer from the flesh and bones.

To suffer from pain and abuse.

Not only her heart but even her soul and bones feels painful as if they had been crushed though, for had happen hours ago.

[ Hours ago]:

As always, Samantha entered into the dark room were she is currently living from her memory of 10 years .

THUMP !!THUMP!! THUMP!!!!

Came the noise from the outside of the door of her dark room .

Samantha thought, they came to torture her ,as they do this daily from these year's.

Daily before going to school and after coming back from school she receive pain .

There are so many ugly scar's in her body of knife, wimp , and burned marks . Everyone in the school laugh at her by seeing her scar's and call her ugly , shameless , good for nothing and what not.

As Samantha is preparing to bear the pain once again to make them happy because they said she caused her ' grand father' death and cause a heavy damage to her family.

She has always been bearing the pain willingly by thinking they will forgive her .

Even though she not have memory of 5 year's of her life, she still believe what they say because, she can see the pain , angry in their eyes.

krackkkk!!!

The door open and came into view

Mr. Ash Brown her 'father' and beside him is her 'mother' Serena brown , back of her parents stud her 'grandmother' , 'uncle' and 'aunt'.

"Father" called Samantha in a small and weak voice.

"I'am going to give a gift to you Samantha " , said Mr. Brown .

"Don't u always want us to forgive you , now the opportunity has come" said Mrs. Brown.

"What's that " she asked in a exited voice, "did we not say that we have always torturing you, because you caused your grand father death and brought bad luck to our family, now you only need to do be obedient once more and take pain then we can forgive you " , said her 'father' while giving her a wicked smile.

Samantha heart tightened seeing his smile but she still console herself and asked in a low voice "what do I need to do ? " they don't not say anything but took her to a car and let her sit in back seat, beside her sat her 'aunt' and 'mother' and the car drove nearly for an hour and came to stop.

After getting out of the car she saw that they have entered a thick forest and in the middle of the forest we can see a broken house from the distance .

She walked with them into the house and Samantha was frightened by seeing 4 ruff men seated on the side who were currently drinking .

Thudddd!!

She was suddenly thrown to the ground by her 'mother '.

"Hello, Mr. brown" , said a man with scar on his face respectfully to my 'father ' .

"Well hello , I have brought a toy for you to play with , make Sure that this toy will have a painful memory in her life and make her fell disgusted for her own self" said my 'father ' looking at me with eyes full of wickedness.

Samantha widened her eyes , her face blank and body stiff.

With hot wet tears forming in her peach eyes she look into the direction of him.

Looking at her shocked eyes, Mr. Brown walked towards and squad near her face , pinching her chin,"What ? Why are you looking at me with disbelief in your eyes my dear daughter ?"

"oops !! sorry , you are not even my daughter ." "You are daughter of my enimy who were killed by us when you were 5 year's old ."

" Do you remember ? Oh sorry once again! , You don't remember anything right. Fine then I will tell you ,"

"Actually your parents were killed by us ,so that we can get the power which can control the nature ,which were given to your family from generation " his eyes filled with murderous aura by recalling past the gave her a tight slap.

SMACK!!!

The pain made Samantha regain herself , then looks at him with pain and confusion in her eyes.

"But Bi** h you, you have ruined that and also caused my father to loose his life . That's why we hate you so much. After knowing that you lost your memory, we said that we are your parents , so that you can long for our love but can't get it , and beat you , humiliate you so you can suffer more and let you go to school , to get humiliation, shame , mock and kept you hungry for 10 years" .

"We know you can't die even without eating and getting stabbed but we have done so cause, even you don't die you will fell pain and hungry and now , now you are going to suffer even much then that and be disgusted with yourself. so even if you won't die you will die from inside . This is what we wanted , for you ! killing our father and now no one can save you! ."

Then, they all left leaving me in this darkness.

'The so called 'family 'said, that they hate me , so much so that they want to give me a painful memory in my life because I'm not their daughter but their enemy daughter whom were killed by them to get power which can control the nature , which were given by God himself to her family for generations'.

'I know that I don't have memory of 5 year's of my life but I have never gave much thought about that but now I think about it , I feel myself as a most stupid person in the world. they have always treated me in that way, then how can think them as my family even though I don't have any memory. They always kept her in dark , starve her , beat and humiliate her but she always loved them and longed for their love as well' .

'she always envey her sister that she can get love from their parents and live a princess life, she always blamed herself for being a bad luck for their family'.

'They said that her birth have caused them to louse someone's life so she always took the blame and pain and thought if she bear the pain and humiliation they may forget their pain and be happy but she never know that they are not her family but enimeis' .

'The people she thought her dear parents who gave birth to her are actually the people who killed her whole family to get so called power's which they said she also have them if not why she is still alive even after not eating for whole 10 years and stabbed with knifes many times'.

"Hey, look look how nice this body feels "

"Yeah ,even though this b*tch looks malnourished , she has a nice body shape."

" Then let's do this one as we do with others" .

When Samantha opened her eyes she realised that her clothes were thrown aside and a man with scar on his face is currently r*ping her.

The lower part feels so painful , but this man is not showing any sympathy with her even though the blood is flowing from her parts .

After that came a man ,

"stop."

"please".

"Please stop".

'I cried out in pain and begged them but this beast in animal skin seem to have no heart so without showing any mercy they abused her very much .

Samantha is feeling like her throat is blocked after screaming for such a long time.

After that came another man .

This went on till full many hours .

As time went by the light in her golden eyes began turn empty, like her now empty heart.

Only when these four guys were satisfied then left her.

In the same darkness that always have been remain in her life like a shadow .