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Chapter 2 - Real world-2 [painful Childhood Memories]

A little girl about 6 year's old is looking from the from the small hole of the Window.

She has a pair of peach golden eyes , sharp nose , lips as red as a cherry.

Her whole body and face face were covered with many scars yet her eyes held no hate or evilness.

But they are pure like spring water in the large mountain.

Those eyes held envy.

Envy the person who has same age as her, her sister.

Little Samantha really envy this sister of hers for getting the love of her parents and family.

Yet she here, stood in the dark room like ragged doll , both are sisters yet the treatment is different between the phoenix and a chicken.

There sat a man about 35 years old in his blue shirt and black pants and beside him a lady about 30 wore floral dark brown skirt , they are having fun with a girl about the same age as her who sat in between them .

"Daddy, I don't want to eat egg , I don't like it. pleaaseee ," said her sister pouting her little lips with puppy eyes.

"ok baby , whatever you say", said the man in blue shirt. His eyes filled with affection and love , tone full of pampering and tenderness.

"Darling , you are spoiling our daughter very much", the women beside the man in her dark brown floral dress said this to her husband in a gentle tone that could melt the iceman .

"HAHAHAHA"

"what are you saying, wife ?Is not it what I should be doing ?she is our only daughter then how can I not spoil her " the man continued rubbing the top of the little girl head.

'One and only daughter? then what she is?'

' Is she not their daughter ?'

'Yeah! how can she forgot ,she is just like a bug in their eyes which can be killed and stomped at any time as they wish." But little Samantha is still willing to be their bug just to get the same love as her 'sister '.

Just to get the love of a family.

They are having breakfast in the beautiful garden and she ,who also there ' daughter ' is always staying in the same dark room from the memory of a year.

They are obusely her family but why they always beat her , wimp , humiliate and keep her in dark room.

They call themselves as her parents but why,? they always let her sister humiliate her and not give her food.

'she remember that she have never eaten any grain of rice or a single drop of water but she is still alive'.

'Is she not a human being then why she is still alive even though without eating'.

Little Samantha don't understand this.

she is always in the small dark room and daily comes the 'family' to beat her and humiliate her .

Ever her 'sister', ' mother' , 'aunt' everyone comes daily just to give her pain.

Little Samantha think's that she is a human otherwise how can she fell hungry, and pain when they beat her and longed for their love like her 'sister' .

At Night:

Wimp ! Wimp !Wimp!!!!!

They are currently wimping her body .

" Why ?" little Samantha asks her ' 'parents ' with tear full eyes .

"Because you deserve this , you bi** h " said my father and continued wimping her.

"Why do I deserve this?" little samantha asked her 'father' .

"Why ? Ha ! You want to know why "?said her father by throwing wimp in his hand to ground.

Then he came towards me and extended his hand to slap my face .

SMACK !!!

Then grabbed her throat "Why? you ask why ,? it's because you caused my father to die and destroyed something which our family has been working for a long time, Now u understand you dog?" and split on my face.

"What?" Little Samantha shocked it is very well visible in her pure eyes , ' I never knew that this had happened because I have no memory'.

" So that's why!" little Samantha mumbled herself.

That's why they treat her like this? But, how can she a little girl kill her grandpa? well she is still alive even facing this , does that mean she really did killed him?

Then she really deserves this.

Her Father grabbed wimp one again to continue what has left.

After whenting his anger he left the room.

'They said that I don't deserve to live and I should have die long ago . They said that her birth has became a pain for them and her birth brought brought unlucky for them and them to loose something important so they are giving her pain. They said that since you are alive you should bear the pain you deserve, we know you don't die so we can only torture you. It's your fault that you can't die'.

Little Samantha always sees them from the window of the dark room near the garden, that they always have smile on their face but she only have tears. She always envy of her sister's because they don't beat her and love her.

she think that she may really a unlucky star for her family that's why they always hate her, if she can, little Samantha don't want to be a unlucky star to her family so they can also love her and treat her well .

Little Samantha really want to do something for her family because they are her family so can be happy.

Even though they beat her she never once hated them ," If I behave like a good girl they may stop doing this".

"But if by taking pain, can make her family happy then she is willing to do, because they are her family who gave birth to her."

Little Samantha think's they should always be happy, If by keeping her in dark room can make them happy she is willing to do it ,But want to be loved by them. Even by paying the price of pain and humiliation.

Little Samantha think's that she really deserve this , who ask her to kill her grandpa when she is only a little kid and making her family unhappy, thinking so she took pain happily by thinking that her ' family' can atleast forgive her and show some love to her.

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Little did she know that the family she is caring for are her enimeis who killed her real family took her happy-ness only to throw her in the darkness.

Like that 10 years have passed .

In those 10 years there abuse had increased with no return. They let her go to school only to be laughed by others, by saying that she is a beggar and the family have picked her up.

Her 'sister' will always make every one to laugh at her but she can't do anything but bear with it because her father has ordered her, and she wants her ' sister' can be happy and back to the same dark room after school.

The school only for rich after knowing that she is a beggar began to humiliate her and mock her and bully her , but she face this all things with a little hope in her heart for their forgiveness.

Then at home her family abused her as always , she wish that it can stop as soon as possible , but she never know that more things are going to come by.

[At School]

When Samantha reached school , some girls came to her, "Hey look, that ugly duckling has come to school" said short haired girl in black school uniform.

"Yeah ! look at her , she has so many scar's on hands and face do you think anyone can marry her in the future" asked braided girl who looks pure but has evil heart.

"Fart , what marriage? do you think she deserves that ?", Ha !coming to school is her biggest luck" continued short haired girl.

"Yeah ! a beggar she is , but coming to our school and picked up by wealthy people that w***e luck is really good"

"I say, do u tink she seduced Mr. brown at a young age to be picked up by them? Well may be it's possible " the one in the middle mock at her face with these disgusting words.

"Ha ! ,seduce at such a age really a sl*t chee"

"Hateful women "and all burst into laughter yet eyes full of mockery and disgust.

Samantha pushed them away and went into her classroom and same goes here also . She knows that this is because of her 'sister' and family and her 'sister' and father told the school she was picked up and make rumours like she is a bad women .

Daily, the pain kept increasing by their torture but she is still hoping that her family can show her some love for bearing everything from these many years.

Thhudd!!!

Came the sound from the door , bringing Samantha back from her memories.