I saw myself falling from a swing .
oh my daze I woke up.
saw my mom for the first time
if you ask me I would say I saw her for the first time because
I felt like I just understood and was now conscious of what was going on in my life.
well this is getting boring let's fast forward my life to my primary school moving.
do I attended one of the worst but social primary schools
I can't forget I saw him
Juwon
my lord he was butiful
he had this thing can't really describe it up until now
I came out of the class
because I was looking at him through a window
And my God he saw me too
for the first time in my life
I was conscious of how I looked to him
in my mind I was wishing human beings Minda could be hacked.
And for the first time I think I knew in my heart that Juwon liked me.
we played like children I tell you
and I felt happy in my heart.
but then my arch nemesis then fabs
even though we're friends we kept on liking the same people even though I liked her for being my friend I couldn't just stand up to her.
it was like she could control my actions but not my thoughts.
I can remember the day we were all at the playground I saw Juwon
I really didn't want to embarrass myself
so I started singing one of wande coal's old songs
Though it didn't help because he thought I was singing to him.
in my mind I wanted to say
Juwon the world doesn't revolve around you snap out of it.
but then I was a child lost in the ocean of thoughts.
I couldn't arrange my words
so I shook my head and forgot all about it.