"No, you're wrong."
"Hobi-oppa?"
"You're neither a useless girl nor a 'no one,' you have something that is not easy to find in a person," Hoseok said.
"And that is?" You asked.
"A kind and genuine heart... trustworthy people these days are like secret agents. They're hiding and hard to find. And you're one of them. Do you know why I picked you as my best friend instead of the other girls?" Hoseok asked.
"No..."
"Because you're the only girl that came to help me when I was crying in the rain that day when I was just a trainee. Many people just walked and never even asked if I was okay. While you... you came and sat beside me and asked the question that I really want to hear... 'Are you okay?'... I just continued crying and acted like a fool, but instead of laughing, even though we didn't know each other, you hugged me and said... 'Whatever your problem is, just do your best until you overcome it. Problems are not permanent.' Then I told you that being injured and disabled forever is a permanent problem. But you smiled and told me that I was wrong, that being disabled is not a problem... that if a disabled person is persistent, nothing can stop them. That's when I knew you were different. You were also persistent; I didn't trust you initially, but I told you my problems, and you helped me. We became friends for 4 years before I was ready to introduce you to the boys. If you are a normal fangirl, you will ask me to introduce you to the boys, but no, you just focused on me." He stopped talking and took a deep breath.
"I want to be honest... I do love you, I secretly love you in these years, but just like you, I hid it because I know you like Taehyung and that you didn't have the same feelings as me." Hoseok said with a painful look in his eyes and smiling.
You quickly hug him and caress his hair, trying to calm him down because he was already crying hard.
"Shhh... I'm sorry for not knowing your true feelings towards me... I'm sorry for not loving you the way you love me and for hurting you. Can you please stop crying? Because seeing you crying hurts me so much, knowing that you were crying because of me." You said.
Finally, he hugs you back, but tighter. And a few minutes of hugging, Jin noticed Taehyung looking at the both of you hugging... and he was... crying.
"Tae?" Jin mumbled, but you and Hoseok didn't hear it.
Jimin was going to greet him a good morning, but Taehyung quickly returned to his room. And Jimin noticed his tears.
"Why is Taehyung crying-"
And then he saw you and Hoseok hugging.
"I think... I got it now." Jimin said, getting worried about Taehyung.
Hoseok broke the hug.
"What do you mean 'you got it now?" Hoseok asked.
"We saw Taehyung crying as he saw the two of you hugging," Jin explained.
"Why? It's not that he likes me... or whatever it is." You said, still mad about what happened earlier at midnight.
"I'll talk to him," Hoseok said.
You nodded and continued eating breakfast.
*In Tae's room*
"It's too late... you should've gone to her earlier than him! You should've confessed to her earlier than him! You're so stupid! Why didn't you think of that?!" Taehyung said, blaming himself.
Hoseok heard all of what he had said. He was shocked to hear Taehyung like that. Since Taehyung was always optimistic, he never heard him blaming himself like that. Hoseok knocks on the door and opens it. Taehyung looks at him with a cold expression.
"What are you doing here?" Taehyung asked coldly.
"I wanted to talk to you," Hoseok said.
"About what?" Taehyung asked, annoyed.
"About what you saw? Y/n and I were hugging because-"
"You love her... I know." Taehyung said.
Hoseok froze.
"It came from you... I knew you just confessed to her-"
"But she doesn't love me back, Tae," Hoseok said.
"So what? Are you expecting that after what happened, she will accept me because I love her too? Is that what you're saying?" Taehyung asked.
"That's not what I meant," Hoseok said.
"Then what?! I don't care if you love her longer than I did, hyung... But the fact that you love the girl I've been dreaming of... really hurts me a lot." Taehyung said as a tear escaped his eye.
Taehyung was going to leave, but he heard your voice.
"... I love him, Hobi-oppa... I really do... Taehyung was just like... the man that I always dreamed of. He had everything! From the looks to the skills and personality. Whatever happens, I know that my heart will always choose him-"
"I recorded this when I first noticed how she admired you so much... when I noticed that... she was looking at you as if you were the only man in the world... You're not the only one who's hurt, Taehyung-ah. I was also hurt... I never knew that the girl I love would fall in love with my best friend who's like my younger brother... She said it... she said that her heart will always choose you. And as time goes by... I know that she will slowly forgive you and accept you." Hoseok said softly.
You heard Taehyung and Hoseok fighting... because of you. Then you thought that something stupid you didn't know would make things worse.
You pack all your stuff and throw it in the window so no one will notice. You tied a thick rope in your bed and went down from the window. When you successfully got down, you quickly went to your car and drove to your actual house.
Taehyung and Hoseok stopped talking to each other. When it was time to eat, everyone sat down, but Jin noticed you didn't come out of your room.