I'm spending Life in denniel nothing else I just see deep dark in every moment of my life.family problems, humbleness curtailed me inside.Noone in my life who want to listen me and mitigate my pain. then when I'm in the nineth class my friend named harjot only the person listen me and understood me cause we're are suffering from same pain.she have a lot of money but not pleasure.but unfortunately, lost her in tenth class but,then another person come into my life and make my life fully happy.He listen me without any questions, without any condition. whenever he was near me unreasonable happiness fills into my heart. I had been making excuses to see him.whenever I don't see him I feel myself Lifeless. but the moment when I see him I take breath of relief.l hardly realize that it's love . But it's so much difficult for me to accept this because the person whom I love would never became mine.His innocence ,his simplicity,his respect for girls ,his every moment make my love more deep for him.whenever I'm taking with him my hands trembling. one day he ask me"show me your hands "then show my hands to him ,he ask me "why you're hands trembling". I have no answer I held my head down because I have nothing to say. whenever I see him with another girl I became instantly jealous. Iam doing strange things daily to make him happy. I had been stopping my feelings daily but it is difficult to do so. it is too difficult to go far from him. He was so lucky for me .he plzzed me daily and my sad life became full of pleasure.