I came earlier today . I am hoping to see him again.
But , whom I am eagerly waiting for , am I waiting for JAY or that celebrity ?
The answer may be clear to my heart but my mind is in dilemma .
I am sitting alone although there were many students present in my class, I don't know why they don't talk to me, I tried several times to talk to them .May be because I am an adopted or they have their own reasons . A voice come from behind saying that, " She is a golddigger and only cares about herself . She killed her birth parents because they were poor . "
And reply came as , " She shouldn't be born in, she is a monster."
Tears come out of my eyes and my nose turned red after hearing those harsh words.
After few minutes JAY came , I immediately swept away my tears , he asked me , " What happened , why are you so red , do you have fever or were you crying ? "
I said , " I am fine. "
By asking so many questions he showed me the caring nature of him .
When I came to college there was a notice displayed on the board giving the details of the examination but I ignore that as there was a huge crowd , thanks to my best friend he guide me properly.
I thought I might be able to get myself out from studies for few months but things don't work as I wish .
Anyway I want to study hard to make my parents proud of me. Our University exams are coming after a gap of 15-20 days , so I need to focus myself on the studies .
JAY and I decided to study in group instead of individual studies.
we join the group of few students which are senior to us , they help to guide fresher students like us .
It is like private classes and when I went there , I find out that many of the first year student are from my class .
The classes were there for 7 days .
When and how the days had gone I don't know but while preparation I forget that tommorow is my exam , thanks to my mom who hung the calendar which was on the wall left to my bed , I am saved .
Am I nervous before going to the examination ? do I need some mind relaxing therapy ? Am I well prepared? this are the question which was asked by parents several times before going to the examination.
For one time I thought if they are also coming with me to the examination Hall to write my paper because they are behaving like they do have exams tomorrow. That's what most of the parents do .
At last they said, " you can do best in your exams and you are the best ." The smile that I saw on their faces gave me enough confidence that I can score more than I think.
' Day of examination ' - what should I say about it . It is like a day of judgement.
That day is today . I arrived at my college , all the students were gathered towards notice board. I also went there to see if something is important displaying there .
I was reading what was written over there and suddenly one hand comes out beside me and pointing towards the notice , it was like a teacher suddenly looked at you when you were peeking at someone else's paper.
I looked back and the person was SAM.
I left in hurry .
According to the arrangements we went to our respective classes . SAM is just next to me . I said to myself , " Why is God doing this to me ."
He looked at me and said , " Are you from my class ."
I nodded . I was literally shocked , then I remember that he is not a ordinary person . "People can make mistakes like this." I was comforting myself by saying this .
Finally they give us the paper , after going through the question , I am confident that I can solve maximum questions.
I completed my paper half hour earlier and turned down the paper .
He looked at me in such a way that he wants my help for writing his paper.
After 20 minutes everyone submitted there paper to the supervisor and came outside of class.
I am waiting for JAY outside in front of the college. A 'Yellow Lamborghini' is approaching towards me , SAM was driving . He stopped the car and said , " You shouldn't stand in the way , please stand under the tree at the corner , don't you understand that I have to drive my car. "
I am standing near the tree and I looked around , almost all the people who are there are standing in the same lane as I am .
I said, " Are you insane , why are talking to me in that way and are we that close enough to talk causally? "
After hearing that he accelerated his car , heading forward . He left that place furiously.
He is not that kind as I thought . From that moment , I decided that I will never ever get involve with him.