mera maksad ab saaf tha aur wo ki mai jald se hariya se chutkara pana chahti thi aur daman ko apna banana. mai jan bujh kar ab jyada se jyada hariya ko mansik taur pe dukh dene ki kosish karne mai jut gayi kyoki is se hariya ki saririk halat bigar jayegi aur wo mar jayega jo mai chahti thi par unki property muje asani se mill jaye isliye mai ab ek logo ke saamne ek pati brata stri ki tarah byabhar karne lagi. par maine dhire dhire apna kaam karna suru kar diya tha. mai ab pati ke room mai he apne devar se saririk sambandh banane lagi jo mere pati lachar hokar dekhte tha. mai unhe sirf ek waqt ka khana he deti thi wo bhi hum dono ka juthan khilati thi taki unki jald se jald tabiyat kharab ho jaye aur hum dono unhi ke samne roz naye naye aur ache khana banate aur khate jo jutha bach jata wo unko muh mai dal deti thi. mai ab bina kisi dar ke ghar mai khulle aam daman ke sath rahti, sambhog karti, sarab aur cigerette piti hoo. is tarah rehne ke baad humne dekha ki hariya ki tabiyat bigarne lagi hai ye dekh ke meri khusi ka thikana nahi raha. humne jaldi se doctor ko bulaya, doctor aake bola ki aapke pati halat bahut kharab hai aur sayad bachna na mumkin hai. mene juthi asu bahane lagi aur rona lagi par me dil se bahut khush thi. mene husband ko hospital mai admit karwa dia. usraat mai itna khus thi ki maine aur daman na pyri raat ek disco mai bitayi. agle din hum hospital gaye waha par dawayea rakhi thi aur time table. jab nurse ayi to humne use timing pusa dawayeo ka par humne unhe dawayea thik se nahi di. akhir do din bad bhagwan ne meri sun li aur meri jindagi ka kata nikal dia. muje subah doctor ka call aya k hariya is duniya mai nahi raha. ye khabar sunte hi mai khusi ke maare jhoom uthi. mana ye khuskhabari daman ko di, daman khusi ke mare muje apne baho mai jakar liya aur muje apne hotho se hotho pe betaha kiss karne laga. mane unhe thora roka or bola baba abhi to kaam pura kar le ab to aage humdono ka pyar he pyar. fir mene mummy aur papa ke ghar phone kiya. waha mummy ne phobe uthaya. mai phone pe rone lagi, to mumy boli kia ho gaya kyu ro rahi hai kahi koi galat to nahi ho gaya. mene bola mummy papa ap jaldi se ajao ane ke bad bolungi. mene fir nirjala ko phobe kia jise amit ne uthaya mene use sab bata diya aur ane ke liye bola par mummy papa aur nirjala ko bolne se mana kar diya. din ke 9 baje sab aa gaye. Tab me has rahi thi, to mummy papa boli kya hua beti kyo phone pe ro rahi thi. to mene bola wo dukh ka nahi khusi ka rona tha kyoki apki beti aaj bidhwa ho gayi hai. is par unhona bola ki sach to mene bola much. to nirjala has ke boli ab to bahu ke per kata nikal gaya mene bola sali randi per ka kata to mene khud nikala hai par malham kon lagayega. tab nirjala boli matlab to mene kaha saali mera aur daman ka shadi kon karayega teri beti. is par nirjala boli ki mere pet mai pal rahe bache ka naam kyo leti hai, arey mai karaugi teri shadi aur aaj hi. mai khusi se jhum uthi aur boli kya nirjala to maa banne wali he to nirjala boli haa aur tu bhi banegi pehle shadi karle, aaj he teri aur daman ka shadi ka alan karugi sabke saamne. mai to aur khus ho gayi fir bhi muh mai dukhi chehra liya apne mare hue pati ka lash ko lene hospital ke liya humlog nikle. mene kosis ki ankho se ansu nikalne ke liye par me andar se itne khus thi ki asu ke badle muje hasi aa rahi thi. fir muje ek masti suji aur mene sabko bola ki aaj he meri khusi ka din hai to mai khus rahna chahti hoo aur juth dukh bhi nahi karna chahti. ispar sabne mere taraf dekha par nirjala na mera sath dia aur bola ke sabash to bari himmat wali hai. humne hariya ke deadbody ko ghar le aye aur hariya ke office ke logo ko bhi bulaya mere office ke kuch staff bhi ayi jinko mere pati ka bare ma pata nahi tha kyoki jyadatar staff naye the. sab logo ne mujse sahanubhuti dikhaya par meri baat sun kar sab hairan ho gaye. kyoki mai has rahi thi aur cigerette pi rahi thi. sath ma mai khud hi lakriyo ka intezam karwa rahi thi. mahol bhi mere sath badalne lagi, ab meri sahelia bhi normal behave karne lagi humlog baate karne lagi, jo koy bhi aata muje he dekhta kyoki mujme koi dukh dikh nahi raha tha. yaha tak ki unke lash ke pass he khare hokar meri dosto ke sath cigerette pi kar gappe lara rahi thi. aur mene nahi saari pehni thi na hi apne kangan tore the. mai to usdin aur jyada saz aur dhaz ke baate kar rahi thi. mene jeans, aur red colour ki top pehni thi aur sath mai high heels. aur mere badan mai bhi dher saare gahne the .meri saheliya bhi mere sath cigerette aur drink kar rahi thi. fir humne hariya kelash ko uthwaya aur electric samsan ma jalwa diya. humne unke asthi bhi nahi laye unhe bhi wahi samsan walo ke hatho nipta dia. logo ke liye ye ek naya nazara tha. mene bina jijak ke sab log ghar aa gaye. ghar aane ke baad nirjala ne alan kiya ki wo muje daman ka biwi banayegi aur muje gala laga liya. mai bhi khusi ke mara hasne lagi. ab ghar ka mahaul badal gaya tha jaha hariya ki abhi maut huyi hai usi ghar mai ab shadi party start ho gaya tha. jaha sarab aur cigerette parose jana lagi. log baat karne laga ki acha hua hariya mar gaya sala nahi to aaj sunita ghut ghut kar mar rahi hoti. mahol ko mere taraf dekh mujme himmat aur khusi bhar gayi ab mai khullam khulla daman ka hath pakar ke sahelio se baate karne lagi. fir mene bhi sabko alan kia ki aaj muje apne pati ke maut se itni khusi mil rahi hai ki mai bol nahi sakti. bhagwan ne meri baat sun li. is par sab logo ne taliya bajayi. fir hum logo ne agle din lawyer ko bulaya jisna hariya ka sari property mere naam pe transfer ki kyoki mai hariya ki wife thi aur unki saari property ka warish mai thi. hariya ka office ke taraf se bhi muje achi khasi rakam mill gayi jis se hamari khusi dugni ho gayi.
mai daman ke sath apne icha se shadi kar rahi thi so mene shadi bari hi lajawab taur se ki. humne 5 star hotel mai shadi ki aur suhaag raat humne out station mai manayi.
ab daman mera pati ban suka tha. uske bhaya ki sari personal property bhi usne kabja kar liye aur baki property mene apne naam kar li. ab hamare raste mai koi kata nahi tha. ab hamare aage ek nayi jindagi ki suruat thi.
aage humdono ko aur khusi milne wali thi, aur ab mai us raste ke taraf barhna chahti thi jo har patni ka ek khwab hota hai yani apne shadi ko uska manjil dena, duniya mai apne bache paida karna aur apne pati ko uska waris dena.
meri baat sunke daman ka khusi ka thikana nahi raha. Aur hum apne naye maksad ke liye raat ko ek dusre ke baho mai bina kapro ke bistar mai let gaye