I started smoking cigarettes, cancer in my fuckin chest like cardiac arrest. I've been feelin' stressed, tryna find ways to impress her, show her that I love her, tryna show her an effort.
I gotta keep it together...
Being heartbroken is so last year. I haven't break down since she's been around.. I've been feelin' fine ever since she's been mine.. In other words- yeah... she changed my life.
Let's start from here.
(Brianna Pov)
I get dressed and get prepared for the same thing. Get bullied by my older sister, Jully. Go to school, get bullied by the 3 skanks. Marina, leader of the skanks, Cindal the research skank, and Dianna the dumbest skank.
Then get bullied by my classmates, at the end of school get bullied by Steven. Then finally go to work and get bullied by my co worker, Lian and back home to get bullied by Jully.
However.. today was different.
I get up, eat, brush my teeth, then get dressed. When I walk back down stairs I see Jully. "Ew. What the hell are you wearing? Blue is MY color." She says.
I sigh and change my clothes. My younger brother Julian knocks, "Bri, please don't tell me you let Jully push you around again." Julian was my only friend, he wasn't a loser neither and didn't want me to change.
In fact, Julian was popular and well respected in the school. He's only one grade down from me and everyone guy probably envies him.
I got to school and felt pretty good,talking to Jul always made me feel that way. However- as we know Brianna Rodriguez isn't ALLOWED happiness.
The lead of all skanks, the most evil of luctifer's creations, the one and only, Marina. She and both of her no good runt friends come over to me and knock my books out of my hand.
"Oops. Did the rat drop something?" One of the runts say and push me to the floor. They walk away laughing.
I felt terrible, I knew I wasn't allowed to be happy. I look down, soon this won't be my life. Soon, I'll be the one with the last laugh. I had tears in my eyes, I run to the restroom.
What do you know, Ryder Knightly-the king of the badboys had to bump into me. I fall to my knees. "I'm sorry, you okay?" He looked nervous, I knew it was probably because he didn't want to be seen with talking to someone like me.
I get up, grab my books and continue to the bathrooms. I cry until the next class, why did they always have a way of ruining me?
After school I go to work and Bear Kilton was waving from a table where he, Ryder, and the other bad boy, Hunter Martinez set. They wanted me to take their order.
"Hi, what can I get for you?" I say. Ryder looked nervous and equally sad. Hunter smiled at me, "Sit down, take a break." He says pulling out a chair.
"I have to work." I say. "You're cute." Bear says and I blush. Bear had this blue hair that goes perfectly with his eyes. He was feared and I could tell why, they all looked pretty dangerous but how they looked at me made me feel at ease.
I sit down and we joke around and talk for a about half an hour. Then as usual Lian comes over and ruins it, "Losianna." She says. That was my ugly nickname, A mix of Loser and Brianna, Los-ianna.
Everyone called me that, it was embarrassing only because it was in front of the bad boys. "Get back to work and leave these boys alone, they probably would be more into me anyway." She says smirking and winking at them.
"Yeah....uh no." Bear says getting up. "So, how about we get to hang out with Bri and you can uhh.. OH- you can have my friend Hunter's number!"
Hunter looked beyond disgusted and it made me laugh. "I'm not giving my number to" He looks at her. "THAT." He says, and Bear nudges him. I laugh more than I should have.
"O-okay, have fun. Losianna is all yours." She says walking away. "Yay we get Bri to ourselvessss!" Bear says and I forget why people are afraid of him. Bear seemed innocent sometimes but when he was serious he was highly scary.
When my shift is over we all exchange numbers. "Bri, where's your house?" Ryder asks. "Cranberry Street." I say beginning to walk. Ryder grabs my arm "that's far, we'll drive you." He says and holds my hand as we walk to the car.
Ryder often did cute gestures toward me but when we held my hand as we walked it felt safe. I could feel Hunter and Bear's jealously, though. Ryder was always nice toward me, he was never kind toward other girls which often made them hate me.
The boys wait for me to get inside then drive off, they send me a goodnight text from the group chat Ryder had made.
In the morning I wake up to Julian screaming. "THE BAD BOYS, THEIR HERE! ALL 3! BEAR KILTON, RYDER KNIGHTLY, HUNTER MARTINEZ. WE NEED TO LEAVE NOW!"
WHAT?!?!