dysania. Noun. (uncountable) (very rare) Clinomania or Dysania, as it is more commonly named, is the state of finding it hard to get out of bed in the morning.

Not that I have ever hoped that some day I would be standing by your side.. Thoughts don't happen, they're just there to annoy you. School is approaching and I can't help but want to plan what I'm gonna do for the first day.. But instead I have been staring at the ceiling laying on my bed not knowing what's next.

I checked the time on my phone and it was 3:43 PM. I've got 3 missed calls and 7 unread messages.. I didn't want to look on who it came from.. But all I got is that 'I don't care'. I've always have been overjoyed on studying. But now that school's approaching. Well all I can say is that I didn't want it to approach.

It just came to me, school planned it all along. Sunmer Vacation was boring and mostly all I did was play games. It was like I was stuck in bed having millions of waves wash through my head, all have different thoughts ready to wipe out a village.

Since it was boring inside my condo, I decided to change clothes and head to the mall. My usual outfit always contains pants and a t-shirt. I don't like wearing dresses since it looked like, it was a plain dress and was vomited with whatever color it is.

I brought a sling bag and put my phone, access card, earphones and my wallet.. I put on some perfume and I was all set. I looked at myself in the mirror and told myself that I looked nice. At school everyone would chase me for my beauty..

I was also the smart kid, and my teacher even told me being smart makes your beauty grow. I always thought that that was the case but I eventually knew they only loved me for beauty. Not from heart, mind and spirit.

I locked the door of my condo and went straight to the elevator. Surprisingly I found my classmate once I hopped on the elevator.

"Knephaunatoria, so glad to see you! So are you ready for school?" she asked me in a friendly tone. I actually had mixed up feelings for school. But I eventually said "Well, school is approaching and I'm doing some advanced reading. I'm also excited because my brother will return from his work in America today." it was hard to say that I was excited, my brother is really messed up!!

My friend told me "Oh were here! It was nice to see you Toria!" incase you didn't know I hate being called 'Toria' but well okay. I then aswered "Nice to see you too, Pam!" she had a really short name and well I got the hardest one. We stepped out the elevator and went to the mall.

I went inside 'Starbucks' and ordered a Grande Vanilla Frappè. I'm starting Grade 11 next week. And I'm a little nervous to be honest, so I guess some Frappè would help me.

It started raining and I wanted to play some tunes. I put my phone out, and turned on some songs by 'Kina' it's clearly beautiful. Especially songs like 'Get you the moon' and the soothing sounds of 'U're mine'.

They called my name and they called me "Nefanaterie" like who the heck messes up that bad? But well I guess okay. I left the Starbucks store and head back to my condo.