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Chapter 4 - MEMOIRS in a DREAM

Writhed with pleasure, she shut her eyes as his hands caressed her naked body. His fingers roamed around hers and gently inserts it: she moaned loudly beneath him. Still her eyes shut, as he passionately leaves kisses to her cheeks, to her neck down to her nipples. Tongue twirls around hers. She can feel the hotness coming from his body. That magnetic feeling that arouse her senses.

"I'm loving it mine! Please don't stop", said her while her nails racking his back.

"i'm gonna come inside you now mine", he said while gently push his thing towards her.

A loud alarm broke the silence of the huge dark room where the prince is sleeping.

He slowly open his brown eyes and softly rub it.

"Damn! It was just a dream! That dream again!"

He then get off of his bed and directly went to the restroom for a warm shower.

His heart can not be deceived. He is longing for her. Her soft touch, her fragrant smell, her sweet kiss. There are days that he missed her so much. No, not some days but everyday. He knew he still love her. After his late father handed the company to him and they are able to be back on track, he is debating his self whether to face her and told her the reason why he has to leave without a trace. He always end up doing nothing and just watch her from afar. But as the days pass, all his thoughts was her. He clearly sees her pretty face, those sweet smiles he sees everywhere. He thought he is going crazy. He wanted to hug her tight. Hold her hands and never let go. Did she already move on from what happened? Can she still forgive him? There are thousands of questions coming his mind that still remain unanswered. Maybe in the right time he will be able to have the strength to face her. And when that right time comes, she will forget all the pain he caused her. He is hoping she will accept him and for them to start a new journey together. For all those years the love he feels for her didn't change. It grows everyday. Yes he know it is so possible to write another chapter when the book is already closed. He admits he was coward back then and he is until now.

"I love you Trix. Please give me more time to save enough courage to face you." a thought at the back of his mind.

"Argh! I need to get a hold of myself. Calm down Vince, if the two of you is meant to be with each other arms, no matter what, the world will let you be together. For now focus on the company, and how you can be able to improve it", he murmured while turning on the music.

He gently close his eyes and softly hum to the rythym of this song:

She's always on my mind

From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes

She's everywhere I go

She's all I know

And though she's so far away

It just keeps gettin' stronger, every day

And even now she's gone

I'm still holding on

So tell me where do I start

'Cause it's breakin' my heart

Don't want to let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me

That if you really love her

You've gotta set her free

And if she returns in kind

I'll know she's mine

So tell me where do I start

'Cause it's breakin' my heart

Don't want to let her go

It's a sad song but everytime he hears this, it reminds him to hold on and fight for the feelings he have for her. He felt the song was made for him. Only Heaven Knows.