When people begin to treat you like dirt, like trash that is not supposed to exist, it does not take long before you see yourself this way.
How long did it take for her to have that mindset? She did not last as long as she would have liked.
It did not take her long before she thought of everything she did as useless, her likes and dislikes - all of it was nothing. In the end, everything she did was wrong. No matter what little improvements she made, everything was counted as nothing.
It isn't enough; she has to do more... She has to do something.
But what good will it do? No matter what she does, it will be wrong. What can somebody as useless and filthy as her achieve? Does she even have the right to do anything?
