ugh. I was laying down on my bed just staring at the ceiling. sighing and grunting. Your probably wondering why I'm like this. Well it's because my best friend has been busy with his work and I just want to see him. I'm single and I have a huge crush on him. Min Yoongi. I know I know it's wrong. But I can't help but love him. He's so amazing and just perfect in every way. His pale skin is just waiting to be marked and his nipple and ear piercings are just waiting to be played with by my tongue. I know it's gross to think of him like that but I just can't breathe without him. He's perfect. No one comes close to him and he suffers from depression that he shouldn't have to. He has a hard life but he somehow found me and we became best friends instantly. His only friend in fact. He isn't very social and he comes off as quite mean but he is really just a big softy with the cutest gummy smile ever! We live together in an apartment because we only care for each other and I want to take care of him. Even though he is older then me I feel the need to protect him, pleasure him. He works at a cafe down town and he is always there for way too many hours but he does it just so he can get the extra money to help pay rent even though he already has enough money. Plus I work as a dance choreographer at this big company called JinHit ent. It's awesome and I love dance ! I also get paid quite a bit of money. I decided to clean the house and work out since I need to stop thinking of my best friend. Once I was finished I decided to shower and film a rap cover on my Instagram. Once I was done I checked the time and noticed that Yoongi was supposed to be home two hours ago. It's 9:00 right now. Ugh. I cleaned his room for him and prepared some dinner for myself and put an extra plate in the fridge for him. I changed into a light T-shirt and some black boxers. Nothing special. Finally at 12:00 in the morning i saw Yoongi walk in to the apartment looking incredibly tired and stressed. I stood up instantly and ran over to huge him. He hugged back and smiled his gummy smile. I carried his bag to his room and he hugged me from behind. I smiled and turned around to hug him properly. I sat him down on his bed and started to massage his shoulders and get all the knots out. "Why are you so stressed? I'm worried about you." Once I was done I made him face me. "Depression? Work?" I asked. He shook his head. "I think I know my sexuality..." I widened my eyes a bit then smiled. "That's great! So what are you?" I smiled softly at him. He looked up at me looking scared. "I-I think I'm g-gay." He said. He looked ashamed and I was just cheering inside. I hugged him tightly and cheered for him. "That's great! And guess what, your not alone okay? I'm gay to." I reassured him. He looked shocked. "Your gay?!" I laughed at his expression. "Yes, I'm gay, how do you know your gay Yoongs?" He blushed and looked away. I grinned. "Cmon! Tell me!" He laughed and looked me in eye. "I have kissed girls before, but I don't like it. I haven't kissed a guy but I have a crush on a certain guy..can I try something?" I nodded confusingly. "Can I please kiss you?" He blurted out. I widened my eyes. "What?" He tried to leave but I pulled him back down on my lap. "Yes, yes you can kiss me, is this to clear the confusion up?" He nodded and smiled shyly. He leaned in slowly and was nervous. He wanted to retract but I leaned in and connected our lips in a soft kiss. It took him a minute to adjust to it but then he kissed me back. We kept kissing and lost track of time. He pulled away after a while panting. "Hoseok....I really..really liked that. Can we do it again?" I blushed and kissed him in an instant. We kept kissing until this time I pulled away. "Don't you have a crush on someone else though?" He blushed hard and kissed me again. I kissed back. "I like you!" He blurted out then kissed me again. I kissed him back and pulled away. "I—like you as well..." I said shyly. He flashed me his signature gummy smile and hugged me. I hugged him back and we fell asleep like that. I awoke with a peaceful Yoongi in my arms. I smiled and kissed his forehead. He woke up and glared at me slightly. "You woke me up.." I laughed and shook my head. He smiled softly as well. "So..are we..dat—" he started to say but I cut him off. "Yes! Yes please if you want to I would love to." I blurted out. He smiled and hugged me tighter. "I don't have work today, want to go to the park?" I asked. He laughed and nodded his head. We got dressed and walked to the park near our complex. He shyly snaked his hand into mine interlocking our fingers. I smiled down at him and we arrived at the park. We sat at a bench in the sun and talked about everything you could think of. Once the sun was setting he leaned into me and whispered "I know it's early but..I think I love you." I blushed hard and nuzzled into his neck. "I love you too Baby." He blushed hard at the nick name. They stayed like that for the rest of their days. happy and Un bothered.
Written by: Sophia S.